The piano...
When I was a child, pushed to my physical and emotional limits...
There was always one place I could go, to find my center.
Directly across the street, just a few doors down from the cotton field our outskirt suburban neighborhood development was created, was a woman.... who had a piano.
My ankles, and busted knees, always swollen from the rigor of gymnastic practice. My spirit, ever exhausted from the emotional release that I could manage to let go of, through dance. And my mind....
Was only freed from the pain of it all through music..
I dare not call myself a musician.
I am a poet.
Who writes. And sings. And dances.
Yet, most instruments, I cannot play.
I have fat fingers that cannot press individual strings on a guitar.
Also, I can't sing and do anything at the same time.
Singing is such an emotional experience for me that I often...(mostly)... cannot do so in front of an audience.
But there is something about the piano...
There is a comfort that the piano brings, when properly tuned.
Being able to strike a key, and have it create the exact tone you're seeking, is a blessing.
It removes the frustration of having to move one millimeter, toward the left or right, on the neck of a guitar.
When I was so broken and afraid, the piano was my only solace.
I don't know why I elected to put this post together this morning. Yet, here it is.
So, yeah... I guess this is Tuesday's thing for me.
(sidenote: The 504 gateway timeout on Steemit this morning....The Alphabet Mafia has no clue how tenacious Jane is. giggles)
(source: pixabay.com and youtube.com)
~Jane
44 cents, blergh. Upvoted.
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I'm just floored... and I get it and I get you :) Thank you for sharing. Just beautiful.
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Thank you for reading!!! This song...I've put it on Jane's CHAOS Show playlist for this coming Friday. A show, which honestly, would not exist now, had it not been for the inspiration that your and your partner in crime (lol) I'd gotten from your take it to 2 podcast!!
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What? That's amazing, crazy and oh so flattering... congrats and thank you :)
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What a beautiful post by a even more beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing @disarrangedjane! :)
Loved the video - the music - the song - the smokey dancee that mirrored her movements...
It is well.
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Indeed. It is well.
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That was rather profound, I think.
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Thank you for reading!!! It just..sort of poured out...
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Sometimes that's what you have to do, just let it pour out through your fingers on the keyboard.
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I love what you said. I find it relatable, Jane.
There was a time in my life where I had a pretty bad stutter (I think from social anxiety). Playing the sax was a way for me to express it all and just let it move through.
Thanks for sharing this piece of yourself.
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Wonderful personal story! Thanks for sharing! This is definitely 'gold' in my opinion!
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