one time my mom told me that i was going to start feeling much better now that we changed doctors im not so sure and i still think shes trying to kill me my dad is definately trying to kill me because i mess with my sister and she probably would kill me if she could my sister hates me and i dont mind because i hate her too she doesnt have to take meds because she doesnt have problems but she does have messed up boyfriends i know because ive met most of them and i think one of them was in juvi or maybe even the hospital my parents put me in anyway they are messed up at least as much as me so i grunt at them and if they grunt back i like them and if they just hit me or something then i spit in their drink if i can so this one boyfriend would grunt at me before i grunted and i like him from the get go and my sister broke up with him last week and i still talk to him on the phone and on aim he has a dog with one leg and i like to touch the stub on the dog where he leg would be because it feels weird my head hurts