one time i flushed my meds down the toilet and my mom chased me around the house im not sure how she knew i did it but i got beat anyway then my mom sent me to my room which is good because i have a window so i climbed out i think she knew i was going to do that and i think she hopes i fall out of the window and die but i didnt and i started walking i wanted to find the letter i was mailing a few days ago but i couldnt remember where the house with the pool was so instead i went to my friends house he was on vacation though so i went to his friends house and he was home and i asked if he had paper and pen so i could write a letter he told me that he was going to call my mom so i left and i think he called my mom but i was far enough away by the time he told her so i went to the rail yard to see if there were any new rail cars waiting but there werent any so i walked along the rail i like to walk on the rail because its hard to do im good at it even when i take my meds but i didnt take them today so i was even better than normal i walked on the rail until it got dark and i never walked that far on the rail before there was a tunnel so i kept walking the tunnel was really dark so i got off the rail and walked on the dirt and hit the wall a few times i think and then i came to the other side bit it was so dark i couldnt see very well and i fell into this ditch and slid into the water so i walked in the water for a while it wasnt very deep i think it was from the factory because it was warm but i didnt know which direction the factory was i was able to walk across and make it to the other side because it never got that deep the moon was bright enough and i was far enough from the hill with the tunnel that i could see moon light and there were tree stumps all over not sure why there were so many stumps but i could jump from one to the other and there was a lot of sawdust i kept walking until i got to the forest which was interesting because there was a huge machine my head hurts