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I'm so wiped out.
Four years prior Still, I should state to the lady, just a couple of months have been hitched. Wiped out means, I have been tormented, there is no power till I get up from bed. The nose and mouth are swollen, wrinkles, wrists and wrists. The specialist himself, knew I would not bite the dust. In any case, boundless embarrassment and more awful than the extreme torment in the body is profoundly powerless. Along these lines, if the damaged man can't bring the cash from the place of an undermined individual, at that point he will consume the lamp fuel and set it ablaze, else it will murder the corrosive ...
At the point when my chance is spent in such serious frenzy, abruptly I begin to see a weird dream each night. In the fantasy, I'm fleeing from her, that is, my significant other. Running like a visually impaired, I'm simply running.
been tormented, there is no power till I get up from bed. The nose and mouth are swollen, wrinkles, wrists and wrists. The specialist himself, knew I would not bite the dust. In any case, boundless embarrassment and more awful than the extreme torment in the body is profoundly powerless. Along these lines, if the damaged man can't bring the cash from the place of an undermined individual, at that point he will consume the lamp fuel and set it ablaze, else it will murder the corrosive ... 
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in the spring, leaving the dew-filled meathopatha with the delight of my brain. I don't have any inquiries, I don't fear, I'm simply cheerful and inquisitive.
The little valley between the two mountains. It is organized like a painted hand painted around it. Mango-jack-jackfruit-litchi-guava-banana-ata-karmacha-plum-pomegranate and tamarind ... in a steady progression, the garden is passing endlessly.
that point I saw the house a significant long separation. I can't help thinking that somebody will be the manor. There is more shot of a sickness like my better half, generally for what reason would such a singular place be manufactured so delightful? I thought about whether the streets in such remote zones were so lovely, perhaps it was conceivable to gather bicycles from the military quarters on the night and store the jaundhara in the wilderness here, drink liquor and eat betting on the cards ...
The house is white, modest and tall; From around the lime brambles are encompassed with generous sympathy. The huge field on the left side, the columns of coconut on the edge and the shallow stand - a pretty foundation; Especially the sky-leaf trees were swollen with dreams, it was by all accounts a genuine dream. 
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Regardless, in the fantasy I felt that there is no fascination in the house, I can not supersede its strain. Moderate, yet proceeding onward to the solid legs. The past isn't a similar euphoria, yet the interest has expanded much.
In the event that you enter the limit of the house, you need to cross the white door of wood, its shading is still obsolete. At that point continue with a tight and limited way determined way, and see two dozen leafbushes and bloom beds in two arms. White rose is all the more, however Basantiksumam, Taraful, there are numerous different names that are not known. Their shading needs to beat me - lovely red, pink, orange, dim green, blue, violet ... be that as it may, what an interesting dream, giving them hands is simply dull. At that point once I achieved the last leader of the street, I was only a couple of steps from the building.
There is an eye-secured yard front of my fantasy plant, it is comprehended that care is finished with the principles. Relatively vacant grass, with the exception of only a long bloom bed - it bloomed in blue-shaded, red and white scarves, and amidst the green region, overwhelming eye shine. White house made of white leaf, a gigantic top of blue leaf slate. Painted and finished exorbitant wooden entryways, adjusted outline. To achieve its front, you should initial step a couple of steps.
I began to get inside the house to get inside. On the off chance that you want to enter it there will be any mystery want for me. I want to deliver retribution. Retribution against whom, I simply can not get it. I don't know how to render retribution. Simply figure I ought to go inside. Extremely require Is vital 
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Yet, subsequent to resting, I thought, the individual who obliterated my life, did not give my women's liberation a chance to get the completion, obviously I am will get an opportunity to render retribution. Who knows, whether I could get inside the house, I may see that insidious man, that implies my significant other is there.
In any case, goodness, in the front of the entryway, as I implore, the more I yell, the more the callbell is played, nobody reacts from inside.
In the wake of returning to the back of the house I figured I would attempt again and attempt once more. There are numerous wonderful and clean bamboos. In the event that there is some separation far from it, at that point a major tank will be found before it. On the off chance that somebody suffocates in the water of the tank, for what reason should it kick the bucket, at that point he can't help thinking that satisfaction will be demise.
Each time I went to the last advance of the Shan cleared ghat, I saw my face in the water of the dighi, however I never felt suffocated, yet every time I didn't feel that I wound up insane in my adoration.
Oh! I say, I know, I don't have any lack toward any path. Try not to keep youth in the body, the brain dependably hues the shading, yet I can not go to any man. Here is my flaw. My ladies' life has fizzled. 
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I can not go to any man ... society won't, in this way not; And if not every one of the deterrents, I don't comprehend, my own instruction, culture, nature and taste - these are the significant hindrances.
On my way back to the dighi, I ceased at the entryway of the garden of this fantasy cultivate, callbell playing, yelling. In any case, quietness just makes me irate; I don't get any reaction from that place. I get irate, and each time I woke up.
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Not just that I knew about my own tendency; I know from a while back that I have the ability. I had attempted, invested a ton of energy, and aided in the family condition, however I could encourage myself, a specialist go in the age of twenty-six.
After school, I understood that I am a lady. So I require a man in my life. What is the estimation of ladies' existence without a dear man! Yet, I must be fit for him.
So initially, I didn't see the face-or-the-self, at that point how to discover the parts, beyond any doubt that the kita-kayada is notable, at last, I adore the hard-natured character of the character and I cherish one individual. Be that as it may, in spite of being so watchful, what is the benefit! What should I say ... this totally conceived on-screen character, mother has gained from the stomach, to be assessed, can not be fitted with Oscar. After the marriage, the jab that I played, my better half came to consider me to be long as should have been obvious eyeglasses with additional time than different young ladies. I left the auto, taking a gander at the young ladies sitting in a rickshaw while driving, and stealthily; The young lady is great or terrible to see, gulping with the eyes, she'll be the one I'm sitting by, it ought not be taken note. He appeared to me unsafe when I took a gander at taking a gander at a non-featured young lady - I didn't perceive what it looked like, nor did I go.
Multi day bourbon was eating and asked, 'What is this?'
He answered, 'When enormous business is enthusiastic about a side business or a fatal misfortune, you just eat back then; But you can be pleased with your stomach, your better half is never flushed. ' 
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On the off chance that somebody considers losing a hundred to playing cards, regardless of whether he thinks about a genuine misfortune or in the event that he has won fifty rupees, at that point what is there to state a remark?
His side business is playing this betting, and Harjit's reason is to eat bourbon or napphire sitting till the most recent night. In any case, he isn't generally smashed. What do you know, the genuine satans don't have the ability to feel alcoholic? It is safe to say that they are exceptionally narrow minded, in light of the fact that they generally tune the learning? Don't hesitate to execute others' cash? What do you know, therapists may state better.
I just idea, being tanked does not intend to decrease the capacity to hurt anybody? In any case, in my better half's case I saw, the more plastered it turns into, the more pitiless it turns into his torment. It is uncommon to see such a warped saint, a legend who can be guiltless without a wrongdoing.
In spite of the fact that I comprehend what has happened, I have been mindful so as not to finish the sixteen times, but rather I have not been comforted.
Not just that, in the wake of getting hitched in only a half year subsequent to getting hitched, I entered the nation's eminent NGO. They treat poor ghetto occupants, particularly youngsters. In the impolite silliness of destiny, I likewise felt a bit of chuckling - how to make drain is a methods for bolstering! I would have taken a child, I'm getting hundreds at this point. 
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Whatever he was, I considered the issue important. They gave me a little auto, however said the driver proved unable. I don't really need to run it myself. Some days I need to spend over twelve hours in these ghettos.
I have never possessed the capacity to discover a manor in the fantasy when I go to another ghetto. Since, close by the ghettos, castles are acceptable and our crocodiles have profited. However, futile, I can not see the place where I grew up anyplace.
In any case, step by step, after a seemingly endless amount of time, I have seen a similar dream. At one time I thought, I have seen these greenery enclosures and houses in my adolescence with my folks or my youth, I have seen the psyche, its appearance remains; However, I can not imagine those while being wakeful.
My activity was to make another fire in the mortal world. For the initial two months the cash was pulled back and constrained. From that point onward, Abda stated, I should employ five individuals in my NGO, and a large portion of a million rupees for every capita pay will come in his pocket. Furthermore, the past handpath, the more cash from the mother, it is there, that is everything that matters.
My significant other covertly gave me three thousand rupees more than the cash out of the blue, whispered: I don't have any longer. 
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I couldn't rest during the evening figuring how I would know whether I knew the condition. The more dangers the spouse would have, the mother would not be bothered. Did not do
I didn't consent to bring more cash, so much time was hit. I have held up calmly, endeavored to persuade him. Yet, nothing should transpire. Fundamentally chose, this isn't damnation. A chance to move myself was at that point made, it used to be valuable.
From the workplace I was offered to visit the entire nation, yet for some reasons I didn't take it so long. I did this There is another motivation to do this. The fantasy was giving so much consideration consistently, I chose to accept this open door to turn the nation and check whether there is no presence of the house by any stretch of the imagination.
I sent a separation letter to the legal advisor, at that point I was exchanged and exchanged to Bogra. I remained three months in Bogra, at that point began my visit.
After months, I needed to set out all finished Bangladesh to visit. I won't give points of interest of movement and experience. Where I turned out poorly, saw nothing, however my genuine intention was as it might have been, and it was left blemished. I didn't see that garden or house anyplace.
Inevitably the long visit will end. Like in the previous year, consistently that fantasy will see me It's not a fantasy, but rather it has progressed toward becoming nearly bad dream for me. Spring is peeping toward the finish of the winter, yet the white house isn't abandoning me nor is it going to get. I came to Bibhauri, a remote town in Comilla, where I will return two or three months to Dhaka. Going towards Gumti River, close Jagannathpur, this town is situated close to the outskirt. Our convenience amidst the town, our therapeutic offices focus, a little working alongside the building
Since I have stood upright, when I resigned, I went out with a little auto. On that day, in the wake of leaving the drive on the opposite side, I felt that I had lost my direction.
All things considered, we are endeavoring to discover a path back without being startled. This time abruptly I ended up stunned. It must be contrasted with the interest of the interest subsequent to having been truant for quite a while I would have gotten a kick out of the chance to perceive a man or a place when it should be; Although I have never gone to that territory, despite everything I perceive the view that is to my right side a tight valley between the center of a couple of little slopes.
I'm heading off to the auto deliberately. In the fervor, Rome is in my grasp in excite. In the first place observed the leader of the supery and coconut grapes. The mango-jack-jackfruit-litchi-guava-banana-ata-karmacha-plum-pomegranate and tamarinds are quick moving and in a steady progression, these are going through the garden.
At that point I saw the house. White, low and long; From around the lime brambles are encompassed with thoughtful sympathy. The immense field on the left side, the columns of coconut on the edge and the shallow stand - a pretty foundation; Especially the sky-leaf trees have twirled constantly, it is currently reasonable.
As a general rule, I felt that there is no fascination in the house, I can not supersede it. Gradually moving towards it.
At that point the wooden door of the wood was to cross. Holding a thin edged street with settled plan, I can see many twofold strings and bloom beds in two sections. White rose is all the more, however Basantiksumam, Taraful, there are numerous different names that are not known, much the same as in the fantasy for such a significant number of years.
When I achieved the finish of the street, I was only a couple of steps from the building.
The grass is found before the house, standard care is finished. The tall blossom bed has blue-shaded, red and white pack of blooms, green amidst the wide range, looks extremely lovely. White stone house, a gigantic rooftop made of blue sediment. Painted and finished costly wooden entryways, finished plan; To achieve its front, you should initial step a couple of steps.
I ceased the auto, ventured up the means, at that point squeezed the catch in the board. I was frightened, nobody would react. In any case, unsuspecting, instantly a way to-entryway or overseer opened the entryway. The entire of the man has a misery, a great deal of age, a dark coat all over. He was amazed to see me, I was anticipating a peculiar inclination and did not discuss me.
'Reason me,' I said. 'I have a demand, it might be somewhat unusual to hear. Who is the proprietor of this house, I don't have the foggiest idea, yet in the event that they please enable me to see the house once, I will be exceptionally appreciative ... '
'This garden house will be leased, Begum sahebba,' said the man with impediment. 'I am here on the grounds that I will indicate individuals.'
I stated, 'Will lease?' 'Hello, my destiny is so extraordinary ... yet, for what reason don't the proprietors live in such a delightful house?'
'### Proprietors lived here, Begum Sahabba. They left after the apparition began.
