A start

Today was a chill kind of day. I did something I usually don't do. I spent most of the day with Amiyah. To fill you in Amiyah is my neice, she was born February, 13 , 2013. She weighs precisely 31.6 lbs. I don't see her to often only because we live in different cities and states. I am only babysitting for my older sister. I will be leaving in little more then a week. I will miss it her , but I also miss my home. I miss looking up at night to see my one glow in dark star on the ceiling or miss turning over to see tran, my turtle. I can't wait to see my mother but I dred the day I come home not to see my sisters face because her future is beginning and that means leaving for a little while. When I go back that means two weeks before I start my second year of highschool which eats but it's part of life. It what I'll need for a balanced future. It's quite easy to myself which it has always been . My sibling aren't quite like me they struggle through but they managed to graduate on time. I am hoping the same for my only sister that is still in school. She has yet to pass a class with a c or higher. I feel bad for her because every time we talk about school or mother praise me and refrains from looking towards her. I know this isn't truly a blog of the days I am having today but it is a start. A start and a leap. I crave something new and this so happened to be handed to me.
Mood:🙂