My Thirty years, a new age start for me.

What to say?
So many news in these days. News that make me feel sorry against this platform, but do not disappear do not worry, I'll come back with so many things to tell you, books to review and events and photos to share!
The first news is that I turned thirty this July .
Some will say "Good for you" others "Oh my God, how old you are!".
I do not deny it I deeply perceived the difference between twenty and thirty. And i perceived it with a lot of different feelings.
My twenty 'years I celebrated them to dance swallowing blue lagoon cocktails as if there was not a tomorrow and the next day by running with a bad headache at the lesson in the university, I was still living with my mom and I would say that my concerns were quite limited but I would lie, I am always been anxious also during my twenties.
Now I was undecided even about where celebrate my bday , the sofa calls and I often answer to it, netflix and sofa? Such a good idea is not it?

Also with the new job is not that late night wandering is advisable for my performance.
Sighing I say "I'm not twenty years old". After an evening of revelry I need a drip, let alone go to work the next day as if nothing had happened..
Not only on the birthday day instead of wasting three hours to choose the outfit for the evening, I spent it spread out washing machines taking advantage of a rare free afternoon and good weather! However, after the washing machines I enjoyed a nice dinner and a party where my friends gave me sober balloons ....
In short, these thirty years make themselves heard.
What has changed in me?
Many things, in better I would add....
I learned to get angry more often, not always say yes, to let go of everything that hurts me, to understand that I can not get everything under control and that even if something does not go according to plan it does not matter, I'm on an elevator not broken if you go down then you go up again.
I learned to say no more often , to love me more and to treat me with less hardness. I set aside some grudges because they weighed on me and I want to be light and happy .
I have learned that for certain things and people it is not worth even wasting a thought.
I changed my mind about many things and my goals have changed too. Getting to thirty years was like a change of season, I spent the autumn, the winter was hard and dark, then spring and now summer.
And I do not know what this new age will bring me, to use modern language, I only hope for joys!

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