I used to say I feel like a different person everyday! Now I feel like I'm growing up throughout the day! I feel sometimes wow reality has seemed to change, like I look at life differently after processing new information and more familiar with known understandings. It's kinda like having a realisation on a psychedelic drug trip. This without any drugs. It's the same kind of shift to see the world differently trip.
Not like I'm all of a sudden different and changed my ways. There is no guilt. I'm dissatisfied enough to be too bored to do anything worth getting caught over. Boredom is not a problem for me. It's a matter of being pumped and seizing and co-creating opportunity. I feel the body shifts and needs to heal. Also needs to reach out in ways and express in a community way. The music and art will keep me sane as long as I continue to pursue it. Even when locked in just the idea of being able to create at a later date kept me going! Whew! Self expression seems important, even vital!
It's important to be heard, hear and have understanding. Hmm additional thought to remember from a family member - ...not pun intended, pun inevitable! Will flesh that out later. Getting it down for now to remember these little family sayings!
you splice time space with a slice of reality in front of a bunch of zombies.... whew! heard that from another family member right now! had to let it out. I suggested one fam member to start a steemit account! Perhaps I shall get the other and we will probs work incognito.
Feel the shift not the shaft.
