I'm desperate: I was just 19 years old, I'm a pretty girl with a beautiful figure, but I have not had a boyfriend yet, I have not met anyone. There were guys who liked me, but there was no reciprocity. The guys who liked me, I did not like - just a paradox of some kind. Some friends poke me at the expense of this, I'm madly angry and exacerbates feelings of inferiority, uselessness.
I do not have many friends. With the parents of the relationship is not very close: the daddy is a low-dealing person in itself, with his mother, too, do not talk, her inner world, does not interest, she does not care what I have on my mind. And my heart is very sad and empty. I want to say that I just do not have anyone to talk to, nobody understands me. Mom considers my problems as mere trifles, that I take this all too close to my heart.
I'm ashamed to tell anyone that I did not have a boyfriend. Only the best friend knows about this, and sometimes I regret telling her about it. I'm just very desperate, I understand that it's not deadly and the guys will be, but I do not know how to take this. Where and with whom to meet? On the dating sites are some maniacs, on the street somehow ugly - I will not be the same to the guys pestering and imposing? I will never get to know each other first, it's indecent and embarrassing, the first step should always be a man. Girls and adult women, please, who was in a similar situation, help with advice. Thank you in advance.