I'm 24, I'm Muslim, I've known my husband for 3 years, married for 1.5 years, we have a daughter growing up. We study abroad, our daughter is at home, my parents are watching her temporarily. My husband is normal, that's just it happens he can beat me because of a trifle. These scandals occur every two months, with fists on the head, on the back, and once, when I was eight months pregnant, I beat with a belt. It's terribly humiliating, my dad never raised my hand to me, but here he is with me ...
Yesterday again due to the fact that I asked him to help wash the dishes (I have a terrible lower back pain for 3 days, I walk like an old woman bent), he hit the face. My blood blew, and then he still kicked me in the back with the words: "So, your back hurts, but it does not hurt?" And every time it strangles me.
I used to forgive quickly, but this time I hated him, and he disgusted me, especially when after beating he hugs me and kisses me.
I do not know what to do. If I divorce - my daughter without a father will grow. In our family it is not accepted to get divorced, there is nowhere to go now. Here after this incident, I directly into his face every hour I wish to die, I do nothing at home, do not cook, I do not clean, but on the contrary I throw everything. And he is cleaning up for me, cooking, washing dishes ... Was it no longer possible to do this when I asked him for help?