I did not marry for love, but because I had to. I was then 26 years old. Long could not have children. She gave birth only five years after marriage.
The long-awaited boy was born. I am now 38, my husband also. My husband and I are like strangers. From him there is no support ever and in nothing. Infinite claims for money, a separate budget from his filing became during my decree. Counts my money, what I spend. His expenditure justifies everything - cigarettes, daily beer. My expenditure criticizes, although I pay for the apartment and buy clothes for the child.
Coarseness. Relations are completely not trustworthy. Gifts for the holidays do not give. Tried to hint with my example, to show that I want congratulations - I bought a gift for the New Year 2018 - symbolically, but still. Even thank you did not say, took for granted, in return - a hole from a donut. Last year, she gave me an expensive bag, in return one rose. I openly said: "Why did not you give me a flower for your birthday?" The rose wilted the next day.
We sleep in different rooms. Sex happens rarely. This is the result. I've analyzed a lot about what I'm doing wrong. Probably the biggest mistake that I got married without love and chose an egoist. I'm trying to talk that it's impossible to go on like this. Perceives me with hostility, accuses me of everything. He, by the way, has a favorite pastime to put someone to blame. In general, I'm tired of such a life. I look at myself in the mirror, and there my aunt tortured by life, even disgusting to look. I feel sorry for the child - he is only 5 years old.