yet i am that cat and yet it rises - ceci n'est pazzune même

you seem to have a huge problem combining the shy a-grade kid with the street scum and the cat ?

well i'm that cat now

that's all i am

i ve been here

ive been there

the gaming doesnt change that

and i havent gamed in like

two months or something

i just need the fucking money

i know this is not healthy

but

its an inevitable kneejerk reaction to having had no money for too long and getting a crumb cookie

you see

crumb cookies are there to make sure

to make sure THEY stay in control

enlightened despotism as its called in certain circles

build all the bridges you want, they'll just run their own trucks over them

and leave you in the dirt

here in down below ?

we gotta take care of ourselves

freedom seems to know where its at and doesnt make too much noise

im gonna try and down that pizza and pass out

i swear the night sky just looked like it was cell rendered

mh , mount and blade ... certainly part of ichiban

i had some strange friends in my life i tell you

REAL life

i'm actually pondering subconsciously on how to combine a soloplaya with interacting npc's between posts and the option to trade in one

so

meditation days like this come in handy

even if destructive to the core

for thinking

we are not

nah, preciousssss

keeping a separate "world" for every player seems a bit like overkill
but as the npc's will be moving and acting

something needs to be figured

you see ?

assuming x players solo in a word where npcs move , right ?

figuring that figuring

oh dear

pizza tastes like cardboard

im gonna down it anyway

i am who i am

and i'm glad i am

el Gato

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p.s :

gods DAMN

the body is ravenous , i suddenly feel like eating all the cardboard in the house

i think i might have forgotten

about eating

for a bit

parental advisory and all that : i assume you educate your own kids as i am not their daddy (i hope)

my niece the succesful social worker phrased it nicely last time we met (happens once every 20 years) : schools are there to TEACH

not to educate

ain't that right, Bella Donna ?

my body will object to processing the food

after that abuse

i think it's time to black out

...

if YOUR god comes to take my soul to keep

tell it i have some words to exchange

before it enters my domain

i got some issues with the way it handles things

the system stands , precious

you can't miss votes on posts not made hence you cant miss the payout on those

all the others roll out after seven days

as flawless goes thats pretty close

morgan will be there

when i wake up

not now

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need some music for the sleepies

or the zone at least

pizza almost came back out the wrong way

nothing unexpected really

well ... you should know thyself and act on it, precious

Sarah ? where does that come from ?

yes i'm sure she read it with her fingers

almost sure, she was quite obvious about it too, lesbian and blind ? :)

i'm pretty sure they did

its not a great day for irrelevant memories though

the people i got stories from ?

they're not yours to hear unless they come up and speak themselves

i think that would be a given for two recovered anorexic psychos with a history of daddy

especially reading fingers with the blind bit

i think this is already a bit over the limit of privacy btw

stop pushing

nah,

that's another wolfie, wolfie

a different kind of world

i think he specialized in freud

im more pragmactical as i cant get past the first step of maslow atm

it nots a spelling mistake

i dont have the degree either

couldnt cought up da 14k to do it on my own without schoolbenches

yea,

its gonna wake me up at rising chickens again tomorrow im also quite sure of that

thinking i will suddenly snap into place

so i'll be watching anime all day until the night arrives

tomorrow is a lost day, today and yesterday wasnt

distinct nuance