Oh, boy. Thank you for having the courage to share this. The strength it takes to get through things like this, and then the resulting anxieties are so hard to live with sometimes. I can relate on a smaller level as my experiences are different. But, in my experience, albeit less intense. the route of accepting and learning how to work with it in your life has worked better for me than trying to ignore/get rid of/control it. Thanks again for sharing and I'm excited to take a look around your blog!