"Love Story Girl and Black Prince"(Original) Chapter 4.

It's all true. I don't believe. Again...again...this emptiness in the heart. How? He with one look destroys my barrier, my protective wall that I built months? Through him, it is because of this unfortunate and too beautiful bastard, I spent dozens of sleepless nights, cried so many tears that even the length of the Mariana trench in the Pacific ocean can not be compared with them. Will there finally be peace in my soul? This question is too complicated for me, especially now, when he's so near when I hear his breath near his ear, and fell asleep under his warm body. I...I can't forgive himself for that again so easily fell for his affair. For me it is just like a bad dream from which so want to Wake up, but all my attempts are futile. If not for that night in the winter, my heart is still free, and so it is in his hellish embrace.

• What are you doing here?
  A familiar voice pulled me out of my insatiable thoughts.
• What do you want? All you could you have done,- my voice sounded so hoarse and sad, that I think I'd be the envy of all the actors of the world.
• Girl.( ohhh how he say my name. It seemed there is nothing sweeter for the voice. I would give anything just to hear that voice forever). What happened?
• And you might think you don't remember?
• I swear I don't remember. – He changed countenance. I've never seen him so puzzled. Hair was in complete disarray, but I just loved. The top two buttons of the shirt were not there, and the rest somehow randomly hung by a thread, which is about to come off.
  Black Prince was nothing between us,- I blurted out these words in one breath.
• And if the truth?
• Actually this is true.
• I'm not willing to believe.
• I understand that for you this is a very new and strange to Wake up in bed with a girl sleeping on your chest, and even half-naked. But it's true. You were sick and you asked for my help. I, of course, was a naive fool to believe you. I was supposed to immediately understand that it was all a hoax, your next dirty trick.
• This is not a joke and not a hoax. I really don't remember a thing.
  He came closer to me and took my hand. It was like a current, like a lightning bolt. I wish this moment could last forever. But no, no..this is all a hoax. It's all a mistake, it's a sweet dream, which is actually not Black Prince. Prince let go of me. I beg you, don't come near me. It would be better for both of us.
• But why? Are you afraid of me?
• I would be very happy if, indeed, they could be afraid of you, but, alas, I can't.
  Black Prince, you will never understand what I was going through all this time. You're too callous to all these feelings. And I with all my heart and soul I regret the winter night.
• Girl...I didn't know you were so serious.
• I knew you were not serious.
• Understand that I'm not so thin it's all experience, like you.
• To understand? And I long ago got used to it and decided everything for myself. You'll never come into my life. It's all... All and forever. I like a bad student who continually does not listen to the teacher. But now I've realized all the lessons. No more error and unpredictable incidents in my life.
• Wouldn't you if you gave me one last chance?
• You know, Black Prince, then, after those chances I will suffer more. I just know what you are, and from my side it will look too lightly.
• Why are you so sure that with me you protected? You know my only one side, and about the other you don't.
• Let the other side be my forever locked. I would say now, "goodbye", but I just don't want it to look like a cheap soap Opera. So just "Yet".
  Abruptly he snatched his hand out of his and the aching pain in my heart left his stand, and allowed himself a last look.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3

To be continued....