I was reminded today how generally sensitive we all are, and that if we say something that we later regret - or kind of regret - we might feel that it will not be forgotten, and might be held against us, which could make us hesitant to make any effort to reach out and reconnect with that person.
That is not how I see it… I see social media more like a game… You say and you do things based on how you feel in the moment. They are not intended to be for all time… and we’re also going through a period of much emotional turmoil and so wtf, people are going to swerve and veer in their thinking and feelings.
As I see it, if you want to reach out to somebody, reach out! If you want to apologize, apologize. If you don’t, don’t. Just don’t let yesterday’s fears keep you from being more fearless today.
I feel the emotions aren't as quite as volatile as they were last year. However I just reached out to someone I hadn't been in touch with for a few months and got told categorically they wouldn't meet with me as I haven't had the juice. First time it's happened and I wasn't prepared. I didn't know how to respond, then figured there was no response. It's such an absolute rejection - of your choices, your world view, your intellect and your entire moral code. Is it possible for a friendship to survive after this?