It started well with some and ended badly. It started badly with some and ended well. We could not take a step with some of them. I thought I was traveling with some of them. Sometimes I pushed them, sometimes they pushed me. I've always been the one to love. Without exception, selfless.
I've never had a problem with what I've done for my loved ones. Sometimes when I look back, I wish I hadn't, but it did. Most of all, I was saddened by the wishes I said for my loved ones. While you are living that moment, you cannot see the selfishness of the person you love, that you do not care much about your feelings, that you look at everything from your own perspective, and even though you feel that they will let you down at every opportunity, you cannot put dust on them. And you've been wasting your best feelings for years to these people who turn their backs on you at the first opportunity they get.
Yes, those people don't deserve love, but sometimes feelings don't listen. So if you're going to love it. You will love the one who knows how to love sincerely. If you will love, you will love the one who says I love first. If you will love, you will love who thinks of you more than you. If you will love, you will love the one who carries you in his mind and heart. And believe me, my beautiful friend, the most beautiful thing in life is to find and know such a person, and the most beautiful thing is to be with him at every moment.
I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't backbite. I have no eyes on anyone's property, office or life. I do not pay interest, nor do I act as an intermediary. I try to be a good person.
You know if someone is friendly, invited to a table or home, if he respects me, he won't drink at the table, smoke next to me, talk about it or criticize it. In short, he respects me, otherwise how can he be my friend? A person has good days and bad days. A friend is with me in both. If he gets a chance, he won't hit the ground or look for fault. He doesn't ask questions that I can't answer. He doesn't force me to do a job, if I'm not doing it, it doesn't set my heart.
If a person describes a height in this world, he will say according to the sea or the ground. It's like saying it's at such and such a height from where it is… The beating of the heart determines our height in our heart. The heart beats fast, gets excited and enjoys living when that friend is with him. He doesn't realize how time passes. Whatever it is, it's not a secret.