Captain's Log: Stardate 07/19/2017

If you upload one picture, you might as well snag them all. I've turned my uploads back on because I'm not hiding anything.

Had a dream last night saying that God doesn't exist. Everything was mere coincidence. Sounds just like the thing my G-d would say to prompt me before having a religious discussion with my mother. There is no coincidence, only unexplainable fate.

Had an argument with my brother earlier today about the importance of providing education in order to lead individuals into a successful career. Argument closed out with my brother recognizing that he would refuse to lend assistance towards another individual seeking education claiming if they wish to succeed in the world they must work hard.

This comes to No Surprise because he is after all the first born child, while I gained the attention of my parents he needed to work hard for this, thus he intrinsically became greedy and self-interested. Meanwhile, I was given everything that's my knee-jerk reaction is to give things back. This explains why during his failures and academics he chooses to blame professors rather than accepting the opportunity to learn and grow.

Ruth Lane was definitely the hardest Professor I've had yet, though I never complained about the professor because I enjoyed the opportunity to be challenged with the high standards the professor placed upon the class. This is why he will never be able to accept the application to provide the Society, he would rather the Damned thing for the people like me it's something give everything away.

Discussion with my mother was interesting I tried to show her the evolution of feminism as seen through the reflection of artistic movements ranging from the early Seventeen hundreds all the way until modern era. During the entire time she kept relating each movement and the expressions in the art with Christianity, it's interesting to see how adamantly attached she places the Christian Perspective upon the world.

This is inspiring and in some extent encourages me to come back to the church, especially when she recognizes that she is a Fundamentalist.