I am sorry but I don't think I can talk to you anymore. I have really tried, but either you are the spiritual master you clearly believe yourself to be, and are so much wiser than I that I can't even comprehend what you are talking about half the time; or, you are delusional, and cannot understand yourself well enough to see how blind you are. I do not know which one it is, but it makes no difference at this point. You cannot keep making contradictions and then justify it by saying your words are meaningless. As I have said before, if you believed words were meaningless, you wouldn't be making such an effort to use your words to try and teach others your perspective. The irony is that you seem to think yourself so far down the path that you're almost beyond your ego but I perceive you entirely as a character, and I see the effort you put into retaining the opinion of yourself - that you're a spiritual teacher. I do wish you the best - though I suppose to you that means nothing at all because nothing has any meaning.