My Love, My Fling

My love… for one night...

I thought you could be a reality for me,
but what is really happening
is you are turning into one of the vast array of delusions which surround me.
Although disappointment surfaces,
Fortunately, I'm filled with compassion,
understanding your actions and the essence of your being,
which is beyond my own believes.

You see, I already know you, no matter what anyone says, even you.
I trust this knowing, even if someone tells me differently,
I don’t buy into the delusions of separateness or negative thoughts.

I only wish you took your words more seriously.
Because you said them, but did not mean them.
I know you are not one who lacks integrity,
But the actions of leaving were based on fear,
which override our own true essence
in which our behaviors become NOT our own,
but what we are told to do by “ the delusion”

I am not going to try to figure things out,
because I continue to know what truly does exist here.
And what exists, already is and was..
you and I shared it,
and to me, it is eternal expression.
of all love is...

Even if it was
only one night...

Wish I could have stayed longer