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in poem •  7 years ago 

I would like to welcome ya'll, to the Angels and Demons LP. My one and only album, so don't copyright it cunts cause Im in the middle like Malcolm. Dissecting dead animals is my freaking favorite, second pass timing is rhyming, starting writing way before 9/11 I was known as black diamond. Stabbed a girl busted her hymen, broke her bone and realigned it. A failure at school too depressed to be defiant. So thirsty I stuck my dick in a hydrant, wish my dick was as big as a giants. So I signed up for penile reassignment, everyone at my last job thought I was violent. Jerking off in the bathroom on my breaks kept my temper from wowling. Mood stabilizers kept me from howling, I hated myself so I was cutting myself. Contemplated suicide at my job still didn't get any help, I lashed out at everyone because I was a tragedy deep down inside I had blood drowning anatomy. I look back, on what I did to get here, so many disturbed nights and faceless fears. All which is mixing into your future, wondering when is the end! Back against the wall my hopes are giving up. But i'm slowly seeing the meaning of my suffering and i'm truly about to blow up. But in my head, i'm struggling to see the light, i'm honestly upset about the lacking of actual life. Angelod is the voice in my head, he's the reason I don't strive in classes, the reason why i'm not seeing college as an absolute advantage. Hes the time that almost up that the conspiracies will never acknowledge. Out of all the pills i've taken he's the one to jagged to swallow, I was born in 88, look what I've became! With every conspiracy coming back to haunt, every person i've ever pushed away. To the fact that I`m a slave to my weight Angelod represents everything. That i have destroyed cause through the years all the time alone has destroyed your way of thinking, that human closeness is weakening. Introvert for us is fitting, so let's let go of the past and let this be the first step of uplifting. To those that are listening, don't take this seriously, this is an hour's joke. Don't take offense to this album is soap detergent instead of coke. Thank you for listening to the angels and demons LP, cause after this you will never again hear from me. Now let the album play as I finally get the things off my chest that I want to say….

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