POEM;)ADDICTED-M.J MY PAINFUL JOY

in poem •  7 years ago 

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I seek you more than life itself

I thirst for you much more

Than a soul in the depth of hell

I draw you into the bossom 

Of my hollow comfort 

For you to destroy me


Because I know you are wrong for me

You fill me with ur toxins

And squeeze the essence of my soul

I am nothing but a host 

And you a relentless parasite

You draw life from me


But you saturate me with happiness

I smile even in the midst of danger

I fear no uncertainty

Because I do not have any worries

I feel light on my head

And heavy at the same time

And these are but a few 

Mediocre wonders of your confusing work


You are source of my joy

And a massive cause of grief 

a  weep for my black soul 

I ponder on how I got here

Now I am lost within me

Locked in with a messenger

Of death sent from 

Hades himself with a facade 

Of extreme happiness, lightness

Pleasure, dizziness, lust 


I breath shallow and I know 

I am dying but 

I am heavily excited even 

With the certainly of an unpleasing death

What have you do to me?



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