"Already Dead Inside"-revised-original June 10 2010

I'm already Dead Inside
fighting a demon disguised
when over the pain still reminds
dreams that leave me always running my mind.

Hello Hello there's no place that I can go
My head is muddy and my heart is heavy does it show.
Hello Hello there is no place that I can go, so instead I hurt myself so here I go.

Now I'm turning in the sheets
Once again I can not sleep
out the door into the streets
feel the stars beneath my feet

Hello Hello there's no place that I can go
My head is muddy and my heart is heavy does it show
Hello Hello there is no place that I can go, so instead I hurt myself now here I go

I'm not calling for a chance
Though I'm screaming without a voice
Take a look don't take a glance
What reasons take my choice

Hello Hello there's no place that I can go
My head is muddy and my heart is heavy does it show
Hello Hello there is no place that I can go, so instead I hurt myself so here I go
Hello Hello there's no place that I can go
My head is muddy and my heart is heavy does it show
Hello Hello there is no place that I can go, so instead I hurt myself now here I go
.....I don't want to make this mistake again...... (coda before chorus x2)

Brad Saunders revised 2017-08-17