It was real to me but to you it was just a game still I threw all my cards on the table,
I never saw it coming and when it hit me,
things weren't the same.
We ran the same tracks but not the same race,
I gave it my all thinking it will make u stay,
The real you was a lie, all I knew was your PokerFace.
We grew apart which was the opposite of our dreams,
Insomnia is all I have because I can't sleep without you in my dreams,
It is a cross that I alone can bear,
The memories of you are having a war in my head.
I was told it would end but therapy can't pull me out,
The ship is sunk with all it's parts under the sea,
Even the dark shades have beauty with a spice of light so I take up a PokerFace covering everything with a smile,
I became the demon I wanted to slay with all my might,
It can't get darker so I look forward to the light.