Why is it still “not right”?
Why it’s always that way?
Am I destined to this forever?
On my own once again.
Back to old ways, yet now
I won’t wait for a sign from heaven.
How long can you go on
Carrying in your heart
Hope that one day you’ll get your “maybe”?
Years, decades, a lifetime
And quite soon you’ll lose count
For the moments that never will be.
30.11.17