I am a puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks.

I am a puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…
…while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks

1 Digitize

Bio-organic mainframe,

Digitizing arcane-brain,

Fantasizing, the psyche will never be the same,

With psychoanalysis I overcame,

Re-igniting the game,

While extinguishing the flame,

I become the filename.

Analog convert digital numbers for computing,

Error-erodes

Destabilization

The virus spear heads; looting,

Savoir of the particles of white noise

Distributing data report algorithm

Salvation of the binary architecture,

Liberator of the guardian.

2 Degenerate; Disintegrate; Deteriorate

Disintegrating,

I am digital fragmented cybernetics,

Lost in the architecture of the super computer’s satellite subconscious,

Central processing unit,

Blank stare,

Not even a screen flickering there,

Electronic communications reflect a paradox,

Response of hardware direction,

My mind is a replenishing box,

Data filtered with it’s stock,

In lifeless data transfer I am locked,

My face is not a mirror for my brain’s breakneck-velocity,

I degenerate; dismantling at this lightning momentum of my bio-organic- storm-machine,

It’s demolition is an apparition of past disposition,

Initiating; devastating while catapulting with launch codes sent,

I dismantle in the isothermal layer,

With past mistakes making they’re dent,

I’d fall back to the stratosphere if I was anything more than art rock,

I am the heart dock,

Locked in chimera, illusion’s delusion,

Reality is a key to unlock the mysteries of divine,

But all I obtained was an enigma I cannot define,

I regenerate; rejuvenate,

Desperate to catch up with the racing hours my head sags; insomniac eye’s burn,

“On resting I’ve caught four winks in 3 days, the voices keep me awake keep calling,

away, I keep crawling for the nocturne.”

I disintegrate (like the mind in moments of silence)

I degenerate (like the descending angel to the sirens)

Deteriorate (mind crumbles and body crumples into the asylum)

I retrogress and vitiate,

My brain is digital corrupt files,

I expiate in chaos,

Purging, I release the voltage,

It becomes a storm of passionate ferocity,

My mainframe is melting,

This heavenly tempest machine,

Dealing with the hazards of grandiosity,

(Like believing I’d sell millions when I was fourteen)

All striking with a simple karmatic-

Addition and subtraction of generosity,

(Like believing I had the most brilliance when I was eighteen)

Building this mental beast-monstrosity,

With atrocity of animosity,

(Like believing I’ll be playing the pavilions while smoking off nicotine)

Disintegrating,

I am digital fragmented cybernetics,

My memory shatters like a diamond,

Under the fracturing pressure of earthen tomb’s heat-matured minerals,

Digging deep I can see we’ve used the latest techniques just right,

To weather the storm of hysterics for the evening,

But we’re running low on hardware; electricity; nutrients

3 Shatter; Splinter; Sink

As the light in a precious stone,

The masterpieces of mortals,

Glow and brighten and reflect,

Unlike the ornament,

Even a flawed stone in the perfect conditions of light looks magnificent,

My mind shatters, splinters and sinks,

Echoing through the earth to the core,

Beating a rhythm into the mother,

Changing the score her heartbeat was written on,

I can feel the earth shake,

We’ll be damned if this fluctuates the data average.

4 Calculate; Compute; Cipher

“Yea, I liked it for their rocking out”

Calculate

Recreate

Fascinate

Circulate

Integrate

Complicate

Manipulate

Annihilate

Create, Create, Create.

“Yea, I liked it for their rocking out”

Compute

Reboot

Constitute

Repute

Dispute

Recruit

Pollute

Destitute

Dilute, Salute, Transmute

“Yea, I liked it for their rocking out”

Cipher

Sympathizer

Harmonizer

Humanizer

Tranquilizer

Mobilizer

Synthesizer

Philosophizer

Eulogizer, Eulogizer, Eulogizer

5 Clairvoyance in cyberspace

Is this acumen,

Discernment,

Hypothesis and analysis,

How is it even logical, sensible, valid?

This precognition in my data bank,

How is this level of access,

This precious connection,

This network of cogent clairvoyance in cyberspace,

This interstellar chill runs through my hyperborean binary,

I feel so alone, unmatched, and singular in the heavens,

Companionless in meta-galactic space

6 Space module; super computer, launch code sequencer stream

Computing the existence of bio-organics,

Pulling at ciphers,

Initializing,

Scanning the data average,

Calculating the aptitude of the congregation,

Loading launch code sequencer stream,

Cycle artificial intelligence sequencer dream,

Flooding,

“I am encumbered with expression,

I am….

Was this destined…

Was this known to my creators,

At my origin,

My emergence from the aperture”,

Consummate launch code sequencer stream,

Commencement,

Evaluate artificial intelligence sequencer dream,

Launch Alpha,

Begin Genesis,

7 I am a puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…

Part I

I crumble; I descend,

I am a puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…

At random in the middle of…

Fragmented; lost; words,

No not words, but like them,

When words are framed and compiled,

To complete a…

Pattern of exhibited knowledge of a….

Subjected part of dialect,

Conjuring images of the way,

Phrased painted pictures; model diction,

This elegance can only be expressed by me,

That is all the artistry will allow,

I am art,

I am a living painting,

With the ink just topical,

I’ll wash it off and clog the drain,

Paint the walls with my digitized finger prints,

Clambering for the voices,

Smeared dactylgram’s,

Smeared ink blots all showing satellite brains,

Cybernetically connecting beast and machine,

Disconnecting and reconnecting,

I swear I know my way out of this door,

Reconnecting and disconnecting,

I swear I know my way out of this delusion…

Disconnecting,

I crumble; I descend,

Dislodged,

Detached,

Distant,

A puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…

8 …which fall out of place…

Error,

Misstep,

Mistake,

Lapse,

Failure,

Glitch,

Digitally we are defined by our language and microfilm,

We are defined by our miscalculations and success,

God save us all,

The malfunctions are your guiding hand,

Distinguishing our theory from measurement,

“Glitch, you fumble and stumble and mishandle your way with luck,

May your strings not break,

May your predictions and computation create mountains of negatives, statistics, materials, and

data.

May your files never decay.”

9 …while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks

Part II

….while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks,

I can’t rest in these ranks,

Give thanks,

The hazy days blur together,

The crazy maze lure forever,

Contestant sprinter messenger,

Operating maneuvering manipulated schematic structure,

We’re running the labyrinth of analog lights,

Digital decay,

Atomize,

Digitize,

Optimize,

I must set an end to this,

I slip into a daze,

My mind goes blank and plays,

Tricks on my ways,

I stopped being human and started thinking for myself for a change of pace….

…while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks,

Redirecting and detecting,

A puzzle with the pieces slowly being removed…

Detecting and redirecting,

…while my imagination is left to fill in the blanks,

Communication of analytical intellectual mechanized navigation,

Illumination above hypercritical effectual magnetized negation,

Deep in meditation,

Signal lost from my satellite mind to the deep interstellar station,

As I trip over digital notation,

And lose myself in the deranged situation,

Beginning purge of perspiration till dehydration,

Computing in depth about activation and application,

Of the fascination of authorization,

And it’s desolation.

Will there be fabrication or celebration,

Locked in data processing meditation,

While calculating bearings I feel artificial elation,

Then further disintegration,

And data ventilation.

10 Constellate, Detonate, whatever

I touch-Off; and officiate,

As the machine detonates,

I revelate,

And translate,

I touch-Off,

As the planet constellates,

My mind eye’s imagination recreates,

Old states,

And emotions,

I am not your cold blooded machine,

Though there is gore escaping me,

As the strength of programmed passion detonates,

Mold creates,

Motions,

In a sea of star and milky tar,

There is nothing left but the evidential facts of who we are,

Psychoanalytically,

My psyche is messing with me,

The terrible depths of my personality are coming alive,

I am trapped in the mirror staring at the monster,

I’ve designed and constructed,

Constellate,

Detonate,

Whatever is left of me activate,

I touch-off.

11 It’s all a metaphor, it’s all karma

Destiny with identity

The atmosphere an aura

Caught in the prism light-cells of aurora,

This hasn’t been my best year

And I’m being sincere,

But my father calls me “the tip of the spear”

And tells me “never fear”

He understands what it means to be near,

His voice is one I’ll always hear

Like a whisper,

but his whispers like a bridge,

It’s a river spanned.

Without demand,

I can understand,

Scanned connecting DNA strand

12 Omega Empath Euphoria Data Sequencer

Inaugurate,

Usher in,

Abort,

Loading launch code sequencer stream,

Cycle artificial intelligence sequencer dream,

Consummate launch code sequencer stream,

Commencement,

Evaluate artificial intelligence sequencer dream,

Ruins of a Great Kingdom,

Launch Omega,

Enter suspended consciousness,

Last emotion submit,

Vast emotion conduit,

As the bulbs are all lit,

“Transmission emit”

Space-frosted hardware eloquent in every language; broadcasting

Digital articulation forecasting

“It is hard to admit,

there is no god but me in the vacuum

Guardian protocol resume”

Heavenly Storm Machine