An open letter to you my Love

in poetry •  7 years ago  (edited)

Being with you is the most amazing thing that happened in my life,
I love the way your lips move whenever you're talking and sharing the most unforgettable moment in your life.
My Love we all know that I love you with all your flaws and imperfections,
But in this moment in time, you pushed me through to my limitations.

I had this feeling ever since we're having this mutual understanding,
People often called it no label, but it was an almost in a relationship thing.
I always had this midnight thoughts and the things that I'm writing is always the same,
My love you can't deny the fact that you're taking advantage of me and I think that I'm boring and lame.

I had this standards when it comes to men,
But it was all gone when I first saw you passing in the school lane.
You were my puppy love and my first love,
But my love I'm just hurt because if I were a multiple choice and my name was written in letter A,B and C, I know that you'll pick D; And letter D was none of the above.

My love I'm just dumb but not stupid,
Because I keep on loving you and I think it was the arrow from cupid.
My love my heart was shattered into pieces,
Because I keep on wishing that you'll love me and you'll give me unexpected hugs and kisses.

I know I'm an annoying person and I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for being that girl who always been trying to be the best girlfriend.
I'm sorry for missing you every seconds, minutes and hours.
I'm sorry for wanting to be in your side always.
I'm sorry for being an annoying person just to make you happy.
I'm sorry my love,
I'm sorry because I just want you to show me that you love me and tell me straight into my two lovely eyes these three words and eight letters, "I love you".

My love I'm so tired but I keep on trying.
My love can you just love me even for a day?
My love can you just choose me over them even once?
Because every time we have this arrange dates and we're ready to go and they will interfere in our dates it seems that you'll always chose them over me.
It seems that you're not happy being with me my love.
I'm sorry for loving you this hard.

People keep on telling me to stop but I just can't!
My love I'm tired but I keep on waiting for that day that you'll love me.
I keep on waiting for that day that the only thing that I wrote in my midnight thoughts is about your love towards me.
If God will grant me an unlove button, still, I will not press it.
Because if I will be disappointed then so be it.

My love, am I too hard to love?
Is it hard to tell me that you love me?
I just want you to show me that you love me even in the most littlest thing in the world.
I just want you to show me those little things.
Those little things my love.
Is it too hard to ask for?

My love I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for loving the real you.
My love I wanted to tel you this;
"I'm sorry for loving you and for being not the perfect girl you've always wanted."

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