Always and Always Alone

in poetry •  7 years ago 

From some time well before I met my husband

I am alone…
always and always alone…

On the street they pass me by…
Hand in hand, their love carries them on…
Past pain, past desire, blind to my lonely way.

I am alone…
always and always alone…

With friends in a café…
Their chatter and laughter I share…
And note in my heart the lovers nearby.

I am alone…
always and always alone…

A show to watch and entertain…
Two lovers all obstacles o’ercome…
To end in life or death, united by love’s embrace.

I am alone…
always and always alone…

With him, holding hands…
Time spent together and shared…
Yet still, alone and lonely he makes me.

I am alone…
always and always alone…

He moves on, leaves me behind…
Betrayal and heartache again my portion…
Still life moves on, rolls over, grinds on.

I am alone…
always and always alone…

Poem © 20 August 2014, by D. Denise Dianaty
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A selfie of my own eye, c. 2012
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Very good....loved the poetry but concerned about the sentiment expressed. Hopefully you are not truly "down there" anymore?

No, I’m haven’t been alone for going on 27 years – I’ve enjoyed true wedded bliss all since December 1991 This poem was composed back when I was an undergrad in college, around 1985 or 87; I can’t recall precisely; but I graduated undergrad in ‘89. I didn’t meet my husband until over a year after graduating.

Ok Happy to hear that! Then I can say great poem!

Thank you

A beautiful poem! Happy to see from the comments section that it no longer applies to you ☺

Thank you.