My first love hate relationship

My first Love Hate relationship!

This has been amongst the first few relationships I have had.

I have had several relationships with people like everyone :). But here I am talking about my relationship with change !

When change would come into my life the following used to be my response in this order

1. I resisted it badly-I felt stuck and helpless
2. Slowly I started to accept it
3. Then I started liking it
4. Then I loved it
5. Then it was boring again -I felt stuck
6. I started disliking being there
7. I hated it but I did not want to change again - I felt stuck again

I have seen some people responding like this to change

1. I love it
2. Then it starts to get boring again
3. Before I hate it I start loving something else again

Obviously as you can see I had a problem letting go. Hence I was feeling stuck most of the time. I have improved but still feel stuck at times!

Are you feeling stuck? Why?
What is your relationship with change?