Dear friends,
One of the reasons I decided to search for a piece of land about ten years ago was because I had very disturbing dreams.
I never thought I would be interested in self-sufficiency, living and working on the land, learning to be with nature and all the insects and crawling animals.
I cannot recall all of my strange dreams today as they happened years ago. They were warning signs for me. I don't have special gifts of the sorts that most psychic people would tend to have. But, from my experience, my dreams had been almost spot-on in the past. So, I started the process of looking for the 'right' province in Thailand. It started off with visits to friends' houses in the north of Thailand. Being very rich and very kind to me, I was offered a place to live for free for the rest of my life, just to keep my old friend' s company. I couldn't believe the offer,but I couldn't accept it outright. It took two more trips and more meditation to feel out the place.
As a result of my investigative meditation and questioning about my destiny and the right choice, I had to decline the offer. By the way, during my second visit, I happened to encounter the spirits or ghosts living in the compound. It might occur as a result of my persistent meditation. There was no harm done, but my friend was astounded. The area behind the hut I stayed in used to be a very old cemetery. She told me that quite a few people got spooked out in that room.
So, she was testing me again.
She did that to me years ago when she discovered that no-one could sleep in her main guest room in her new cottage. I did survive the ordeal and had a lovely story about my dream while sleeping in the haunted room. (This is another story.)
Then, a few years later, I was invited to my friends' family farm in the north-east of Thailand. I was introduced to my friend's brother who was following organic and self-sufficiency theory higher up in the mountains. Certainly, I had to visit that farm to investigate and find out the possibility. It was a very nice place full of big trees, there was a stream at the back of the mountain. I was again offered a piece of land for free! My friend asked me to choose between her prime piece of land right in the province or her undeveloped land on the mountain, or I could have a piece of land in her brother's farm!
That was very tough as I had to drive to that province a few times and spend several days each time to feel out the land. The decision of a life time could not be made so easily. I had to feel that it's really my destiny to be there. The surroundings and people were so supportive, so I decided to commission a design of a house. But during my last visit, I sat mediation and asked my question and asked for a sign. A week had passed and the sign came to let me know that it was not my place. So, I had to give a long explanation to my friends and her family.
Another two years passed by, even though I had visits to a few more provinces, nothing came out of those efforts. I had to wait until I decided to visit an old dressmaker in the northeast, Nongkhai. Something in Nongkhai made me feel at ease and more relaxed than ever. I did have strange dreams but they didn't click at that time. I didn't have enough pieces of the puzzle. After about two years, I was introduced to a piece of land which seemed to have been waiting for me for a long time. Several people had helped to make the whole process seemed so easy going and natural. When I told people how I came to this place, they found it hard to believe. I did my meditation and the land was exactly as my dream told me, except for the view of the mountains across the river. But, to my surprise, one can only see that view in the rainy and winter seasons when the sky was clearer. So, everything I saw in my dream became true. There's something else which are too complicated to put into words.
My other dreams of the future guided me to change my ways of life. Others in my family had very high expectations of me since I seemed to be the smart one in our family. I am now very concerned about the future impact of unforeseen events that will take place soon. My warnings seemed to have fallen on deaf ears among my family.
My previous two warnings to two groups of friends still reminded those friends of my gift. I did save my friends by warning them to get out of Bangkok just before the red shirts starting the blockade in central Bangkok. After that experience, she also offered to give me a house to live for free in her home town! I couldn't believe this offer, of course I had to decline.
The other warning was the flooding of Bangkok several years ago. I told my friends to get her parents out of Bangkok on the last train before the flood stopped all trains. I also phoned a friend to tell her to get out of her house because the flood was coming. She refused to listen because her area was quite high. She later phoned me up to tell me that the flood came just before midnight and she escaped with only her clothes.
I think my accidental ability to see into the future was caused by very intense periods of meditation in the old days. Of course, I can never control this, it's sort of a chance happening when all the conditions are just right. I would not be able to recount my recent dreams of the future, for fear of giving out negative energy. But I would like to see my friends and families and other good people begin to prepare for unexpected disaster and to learn to let go of material possessions.
I hope all my premonitions are all wrong and that I am too imaginative. I pray for peaceful transition and a world full of compassion.
This link can explain some of my misgivings.
Good luck and keep well.
Cheers.
Always enjoy your posts and insights, stay safe!
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Thank you @makecents. That's very nice of you. I'm in the country watching the increasing level of water in the river by the hour. It isn't far from the overflow level. Luckily for us, we are on higher level, so these millions of tons of brownish water flow down the river to cause flooding to at least four cities along the river banks during the last two days. The tide is very strong and the water is very cold, as a fisherman told me yesterday. Cheers.
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