I’m drinking a big glass of wine. It’s unusual because I never drink anymore, but today I am breaking these rules. Because I rarely drink, alcohol now affects me quicker; I feel its warmth and how it makes my head feel a bit fuzzy. Because of that, it will probably be a very strange and semi-personal post.
It’s full moon tonight. I have my reasons to dislike it. Some of them are of “metaphysical” nature, but they are quite logical and scientific nonetheless. I wrote already about how everything is “in the body.” In most human females, hormones, blood, and psyche are heavily affected by the moon - as well as a million other things (unless a woman is trained to go around it). I know that, and I know it affects me now, but today is the day when I don’t want to fight it. I’m just drinking wine.
It’s very windy outside. It doesn’t feel like a normal wind. You know how when you come out and these sudden, uneven gasps throw things around and almost knock you down your feet so wildly that you fear it’s the devil himself? I wouldn’t be surprised if my house got visited by a poltergeist on such a night, and no, I am not scared.
I feel like I’m trying to say good-bye to something that was most important to me for quite a while. Tonight’s feeling in the air becomes warm.
Your post sounds normal to me except for the moon story... The moon never affected me of any of my daughters. Does this mean we are all not female?
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It can mean that you are an exception. Or - more likely - that you don't notice (like I haven't noticed before).
Most people don't notice it, and there is a reason for it. We live very fast-paced lives saturated with rich foods, strong emotions, lots of busy days, entertainment (movies, books, going out or meeting people, etc.), information, relationships. Our minds and bodies are used to this saturated life which is rich in impressions and experiences, and we get used NOT to pay attention to more subtle things that run our lives.
It's like most of us don't think about breathing during our normal activities. Breathing just happens, it's just there. The only way for us to notice is if we are purposely conscious about it (like doing breathing practices or just paying attention to your breath).
The same thing happens with other phenomena in our own bodies and outside of them. During each day (and night) we are affected by a multitude of things, but because they have always been there and because we are very busy, we tend to not pay close attention to them.
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Let's see: I never go out, I shop once a month, I never visit anyone, no one visits me. I live without tv and radio and hope into bed if I like.
I try to avoid people as much as possible, same with appointments and showing up at school, etc.
I think I am an exception and live as much as possible in my own world.
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Yes, it's possible. About avoiding people I am pretty much the same)
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We all need a little wine time to break away from things :)
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Again! You start freaking me out. Usually don't drink. Hate it even. I don't like the way I feel when drunk. Still: Did it three times the last weeks. One of which was with the full moon watching me …
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:D I know. It seems weird and funny when things kind of fall together... like they are signs.
But it’s not “mystical”, it is perfectly normal and real.
I know a person who can see (as in “see” our energy/luminous body, physically, and see the world in that manner, too). And I know that it’s not a lie because it was proven to me in a physical way that cannot be questioned.
He said that in that “energy” state of reality, everything works a bit differently than we see with our eyes and brains. For example, geographically people can be miles away, but their luminous bodies can stand next to each other at the same time! And there are many other interesting things related to that. It’s just that we have lost the ability to know these things and control them. Or use telepathy. People need to re-learn these things all over again.
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Yes, we lost this capability!!! Btw, I reliably start every period with the full moon and lots of womenI know do the same. When you look at Native American culture, you learn they had special tents where the menstruating women would bleed together, sharing this energy … seemingly it would be normal for all of us to bleed with the moon. I totally believe it.
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If your period falls on the full moon, there is a great power in it. Mine does as well. And I totally screwed it up the last time :(
There is a lot of power in it, but it also makes a woman more vulnerable on all levels (especially emotional and psychological). So it’s like a challenge: here is all this power of natural cycles, but is the woman strong enough to use it for creativity, self-development, art, spiritual growth, or her man’s life-path (if she has a real partner who she follows)... Or will she give in to all the “demons” who try to rule her body and mind during these vulnerable days?)
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I am pretty convinced – as I read also on your blog – that judgment doesn't help and that "negative" feelings need to be felt. Even more than joy and pleasure. There's no opportunity in your comfort zone. But lots of new doors start to open when we feel 'out of tune'. And hasn't it always come back quickly the minute we came back to our senses? I can see how much you reflect yourself. I know that you know best what needs to be done. And as soon as you're through fully feeling the pain you will feel this renewal again. More power, more in tune than ever before.
I admire you. I see and hear you. I am glad you're a part of my life, kind of. You motivate me by showing me I am not the only "lunatic" out there. Actually, you give me a lot of strength and encouragement. Simply by opening up about those things.
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Thanks) I agree about judgement. No need for blaming and regrets. To me it’s more like saying things the way they are, just admitting it happened. I screwed up, I wasted the Power, it’s a fact... but maybe it was exactly what was needed.
This is important to me. A very important part of why I am writing in the first place. I know that there are people out there...
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