But i am not ... its like some kind of deep learning algorithms (which essentially comes down to pour all data you have and then run over it in any possible combination, keep what suits discard the rest (without any understanding of how the rest might function in the next second or two)
it keeps trying
and trying
keywords...
BUT
i am NOT elite, i am alone,
doesnt make me lonely but a loner, went from social work almost degreed to asocial in under six months in this town
coming down with a cold, i hfeel the fever, i ask the spirits in the house to please give all my catfever to me, i'll sweat it out, lying on the ground rolled up in a blanket
my last little brother next to me ... cosmic baby resonance ... it almost feels like
... my body ? like 1/100th of heroin withdrawal with the waves of cold and goosebumps and the muscle and joint ache (but i have that without being sick)
it feels like bliss ofcourse, we're the last ones of our kind ... as far as i know
the planet's been taken by locusts and dog people
i am not elite, i am alone
i have no peers, no sub-culture fitting 2d spreadsheets or your jeopardy brain, its evenharder to market me than to market TO me, i am not a bubble, i am very able and capable, not socially awkward (figures if i went for socio-cultural and psychology after getting out of six months smallroom),
NO!
i am a bubble universe ...
10.000 roots in the past and 100 million futures from this point in spacetime, like always and like Ygdrassil,
the tree of life, from which the viking god carved his spear ... timelines ... mayans, vikings , ancient hindu cosmology ... BUT WE HAVE RUNNING WATER (well the greeks had that) , AIRCO (well the romans had that too) and i THINGS ...
yea thats right, they're taking over evolution as we speak, degenerate ... RONIN ? you would have me be human ? if theres one thing on earth i cant stand anymore
multidimensional while you're stuck to left and right ? EXTRA-dimensional , twisted because i don't break, but to push me in a square takes some screwing (thats FUCKING ME OVER) ... a galaxy, a cosmos, a multiverse of pathways unexplored, probably wont since here is the swamp where old people come to die.
Anything but black and white is frowned upon but i'm probably the bipolar nutcase ... "Are you an autist" ? no madam but YOU seem to have an awfully strict routine to your day ... i have one too but it plays at night
if you push me in daylight my brain fries, its a vampire, its always hungry
never enough ....
i met my ex, id like her dead but in her ear i whisper then and there, i still remember the smell of sex ... it lingers around you
or did i dream that ?
ITS HUMANS, now let me lay down my exploding head so i can maybe have some conversation of the lite kind tomorrow afternoon, ... ITS BEEN A WHILE, i'll have to dust off my family-face
normals are like dirty glass, its easy to see through since they have no soul, there's no light inside blocking the view
and so i am alone, i think a bit more fever and i'll start speaking in tongues
family meeting tomorrow, people i havent seen in over ten years most of them
but well, we used to get along REALLY well and there never was any fights between me and my nieces so ...
ofcourse i'll go ... i'm not a fucking otaku NEET type with the plastic bags the room is (fairly) clean considering my feverish
ness
alone, not like the wolf but hungry
wolves cant even climb ...
like the leapoard in the tree
or the cat on the roof
watching the world and wondering
what are they chasing ? its not mice
you'll have to excuse me if i dont resteem or vote today, i can barely red the screen :)
shin sekai ! fuck the nanny state, fuck control freaks, fuck the old wordl choking the future, fuck phoneboy, fuck marketeers and most of all
well there we are, my jekyll doesnt have to hyde, im a bit more complex ... actually im a word more complex, maybe a dword or qubit, Hector ...
can i go sleep now, paracetamol is your friend ... its not much but it helps (i dont think heroin is an option anymore although its the only bitch that still scares me HAHA, never call a woman a bitch, but make sure to see a bitch for what she is, if you want to be the princess, THEN DONT ACT LIKE A Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
i dont hear voices, precious, i dont even have a visual brain, i have a conceptual one ... like trits and Dqubits, yes, one thought can hold a universe, ask hawking alas i am not he but lucky too
only people who think in words hear voices, precious, what the hell did they teach you at school ?
goodnight ? i can't remember what that is, this is "wasted night" now cos ill be sleeping
and worthless by dawn
no, dont sweat it out, dont wear a sweater to bed ... who came up with that myth ? its good to clean your pores
when you're healthy ... if you sweat out a common cold i personally think , unless you piss waste and disease through your pores, the best you will get is dehydration
which would mean one human less, so actually
by all means ....
twelve monkeys baby, save the planet, kill the humans