Worse than death

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There are fates actually much worse than death
.where you feel death would be a relief.
.where everyone seems to wana hurt you all at once.
.where everything you try backfires... And starts a chain reaction of even more fires.
.that would be a relief compared to where I'm at.
.I wish it would all just go away.
.my eyes tell more vividly if you cared enough to listen.
Tell everyone about this.
What would ease MY pain??