"You have to go within yourselves, see your growth, work out within."- Shri Mataji (23.06.1980)
......After realisation, your attention should be in your heart, on your Spirit, which is the part of God Almighty. If your attention is on your Spirit, you’ll be amazed, how your attention will act. You see like a jelly which attached to a point. It may little bit get disturbed, again it will get settled down. Again, it will get a little bit disturbed, it will settle down. It will not hang on to any point and will not bother you. So to put all your essences properly, first of all, put your attention to your heart and to your Spirit because that’s your absolute point which you have discovered. But it doesn’t happen with many people.
The trouble is, when Kundalini rises, She gives two kinds of experiences. One is called as Shambhavi another called is Shakti. Shambhavi is the feeling of the Shambhu, is the Shiva in the heart, means God Almighty. But the other is Shakti. Now with Western People it is the other, because you know your problems. You have used your powers for all kinds of ramblings in your mental efforts. Everyone will sit down. “Alright, let us discuss realisation!” What are you going to discuss? What are you going to discuss about realisation? Did you get your realisation by discussion? You have to meditate!
You have to go within yourselves. See your growth, work out within. You cannot talk about it, you cannot discuss it, you cannot argue about it – it is within! Because of these ramblings, we go up to the shakti point. But Shambhu’s We do not reach. But in the east where people are not that much intelligent, that well educated and sophisticated, I would say, simple people, it goes just there! And they just enjoy!..,,,
(An extract of talk of H H Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi at Caxton Hall, London (UK), 23rd June 1980.)