Recent Astrological Influences (5/12-5/15) Personal Reflection

For those of you who did not watch the full Saturn, Aquarius, and Capricorn forecast, here is a quick 60 second summary of the forecast for the week:

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This week Saturn is acting in its more nurturing capacities as per the Queen of Hearts, almost like a mother. Saturn rules deaths, endings, agriculture, and those things which are deep and hidden, such as graves or the roots of trees. Saturn also rules boundaries. In contrast, the Queen of Hearts is emotional, artistic, loving, and usually kind. She resonates most with the nurturing water signs, Cancer and Pisces. For those of you who are not familiar with astrology, generally speaking Saturn is not too happy when operating within a water sign, for boundaries become blurred. This, however, can be advantageous to us, for we can have some insight on those things which are normally obscured by the rules and dictates which bind us. This also means that this is a time when we can ask for that which we desire, and the forces of Saturn, acting like a mother, will give us a seed, an opportunity, show us an opening which we may have ignored, which will help us obtain our desires here in the world. The only downside is that some of what is revealed may initially move or startle us emotionally. As such, the Queen of Hearts voice of Saturn is telling us to be brave and endure.

For me, because of my natal chart, my astrological predispositions, I also have to pay careful attention to the wisdom of brought by Jupiter, especially the Pisces portion of the reading, and the advice to let go of the past.

In spirit of the Saturn as Queen of Hearts, I thought it would be helpful to show you how to look through the lens of the readings I give you with a personal example. Remember, all because I divide the readings up into Planets and Zodiac signs does not mean that they operate in isolation.

I graduated with my graduate degree this past Saturday, which to me marked the end of two very strenuous years of study, only to usher in a new season of panic for employment. The following Sunday, I went to the gas station, and my usual pump was inoperable, and instead I had to go to pump #3, the number of Saturn. After carefully calculating how much gas I needed to get to the coffee shop where the Python Coding meeting was being held, I settled on paying $3. Later that day, I was informed by an older woman (Saturnine Queen of Hearts) of a position that had opened at my old place of employment which was located about 75-90 miles away from the city where I reside now, about an hour away from the beach (Jupiter reading, Pisces). That same Sunday morning before I even left home, I ran into this video which I felt to be very moving.

On Monday I had intentions on doing something related to magic and divination, but I felt completely lost as to what to do (Mercurial Queen of Hearts). I was so used to having to focus my attention on graduate studies, pushing these aspects of myself important to my identity to the background, that I felt strange and foreign to myself. Instead of scurrying around and wasting resources, I decided to sit down. Again, I found another video about loss that I found interesting, but I kept being interrupted while watching the video. A most notable interruption was a call from a Pakistani friend of mine who I had also pushed back in order to get my work done. I thought that the emotions would end at the call, but instead it continued seamlessly into where I stopped the video where Jada Pinkett Smith was talking about her experiences on the Red Table Talk (Saturnine Queen of Hearts again). After the video, I wept, and before I meditated, I cast a planetary spell on myself, conveniently during the peak of the Saturn hour. Calling on Tzaphkiel, angel of Saturn, and Zuriel, Angel of Libra I proceeded to meditate, and noted repeated visions of the sea and rivers.

There was a lot more to happen afterwards, but I think this is a very good and short series of examples as how to look in your world to make the most of the readings I give and the messages which uniquely flow to you through these currents.