January 30, 2020--Practice Blog

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A hard day. Contemplating changing careers because of it...and the previous couple of days. Just stupid stuff. Day started with a doctor's appointment. Nothing off. Went to pick up dog who was getting groomed. Had lunch at a Chinese buffet before getting to the church to practice for a couple hours. Went up to work. Did some piano practicing and taught an organ lesson. We are starting all new material, so just worked out some practice issues and started working on fingering and notes. (Vidas, I'm teaching your Bellows and Contrabourdon from ABC's to the student. I'll try to send a video when they are learned and ready.) Went and got some classwork ready for tomorrow and practiced until choir. Choir rehearsal wasn't bad, but some of the students have the attitude that we should feel privileged to just be in the room with them. Considering we are four weeks from a concert that they don't work on outside of choir time, it is a bit concerning. It was at this point that I started to receive the emails. One student who hasn't attended class yet emailed me to explain that she was still sick and had to go back to her parents house for at least the weekend if not the entire next week. Wants to know how I'm going to help her catch up. This is going into week 4 of a 15 week class. ARGH! Then got another email about a student who will not be in class because of an incident on campus and that I need to find a way to make all the material available to them online. Would like to just put the entire class online, then not have to see the bored stares during class and deal with the outrage of students who end up failing the course due to lack of preparation and/or doing the homework. Frustrating. Then to have a student tell me he can't practice in the evening (and during the day...) because he "needs to spend quality time" with his pregnant girlfriend. I had to explain that then he needs to practice during the day rather than sit in an empty room and play strategy games on his phone. Grrr.... Sorry to rant, but it does feel like a career crisis at this point. And it's better to do it with faceless people online than to explode on a student or class.

On the organ, I got a good practice in on Bach's BWV 617 and 618. I'm planning 617 for this Sunday (and for the Secrets of Organ Playing Contest this week) and 618 on the first week of Lent, if not the week before it. I also spent a good bit of time on Vierne's Finale from the First Symphony--I was getting a bit concerned with this piece as the third page is REALLY hard. I have it at about half speed. However, the first two pages are pretty much in my fingers at that speed and I worked on pages 4-8 today and got them up to that speed. Just the coda left. Tried to continue working on BWV 536. The notes are there, but the speed is the problem.

On the piano, I worked on memorizing the fugue development in Beethoven's Op. 101 and trying to memorize Bach's C minor prelude from WTC I.

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Thanks for teaching my music! What would you do with your time ideally if it was your way?

Mostly, the rant was just venting after a long and hard week of meetings and less than ideal work conditions. Ideally, I would be able to teach a small studio of piano/organ students with one or two classes of appreciation and history. Work from 9 until 4 or 5 and have time to work on my own stuff rather than bring work home and fret about it here. Currently, I am working 9 until 7 or 9 four nights a week, 3 until 6 one night, and Sunday mornings with prep work towards classes on Sunday afternoon. I have considered finding a 40 hour work week in retail or service industries so that 8 hours a day can be filled with practice for myself and time with my wife. I play organ and piano well enough for church services, but not well enough for a concert career. So that is out. Plus, I got a chance to talk to Stephen Hough about his life when I drove him from Tuscaloosa to an airport in graduate school. Not something I would want full time. A local German baker convinced me that there has to be a balance of work and life, something we as Americans have a hard time believing. She gave up a lucrative business because it was chewing up too much of her personal time. That is where I am at. I am tired. I love what I do, but it is taking over all the important parts of my life--playing music, being with my wife, traveling. The problem I see is that all my training and focus has been on getting me to this position of being a college professor. Mid-life crisis has finally hit me. Luckily, I am into Victorian and Edwardian clothing rather than sports cars.

Wow that's tough. I'm quite busy too, it's hard. I have a full time job in IT and I teach some piano on the side. I did a lot of hours outside work and it cut into my joy of playing the organ myself. So, I cut down most of my private students which leaves me more time for practice. I think if you have an organ at home, you might feel like you have more time to enjoy playing. If you do get one, make sure it's enjoyable to play (not an old electronic, go for Hauptwerk and a nice console). !ENGAGE 50

Agree 100 percent.

I still think I am incredibly luck to be doing what I am doing. Maybe some appreciation from those who I am doing it for would be welcome.

Everyone goes through these seasons of discouragement in life, so take heart. Venting helps us gain perspective on things, especially when professional or personal problems become amplified in our minds beyond their external reality, so there is no need to apologize. We've all been there, and some of us are likewise in similar places in our own lives at present. Don't beat yourself up. Greetings from your brothers at Canton #60, F.& A.M. of Ohio.

That's right! Sharing these frustrations in open is better than keeping them locked inside.

What I do is the minute I find a job, I start creating another job for myself which eventually becomes lucrative enough to start living on my own terms.

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What class is this you are teaching? Get them to enter the contest :) I'm also frantically learning the Vierne for Easter. I think @iwan2believe is learning the piece also. @tipu curate

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Music Appreciation. I have a feeling they won't be willing to enter an Organ Competition....
I am trying to get my organ student to get a piece ready that I can upload, though.

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