As born flawed humans - we develop patterns - mine personally I have learned are the patterns of people I allow into my life - I often find myself in situations where I'm like oh damn - not cool of this person and why me - and then I'm like damn - damn you me - because I put myself there - no matter how many times before I've turned my head to warning signs - I like a dog return to its shit - which is silly I find - I can see it - I see myself do it - and even now as I sit here and type it - I can almost bet tomorrow I'm going to stay..so why is it so hard for us to break our patterns? No matter how strong you are or free you are - you stick to certain patterns you know aren't the best - which could be people - life styles - substances.. it's interesting you see..we all are addicted to different forms of pain..self sabotage and anguish - yet we Bitch about peace and healing - why do we - including myself make it so damn hard to just say enough is enough and walk the hell away...fear..manipulation...comfort whatever it may be - what's the breaking point or point of breaking free I should say?
