Yes I do have insecurities, I have doubts and sometimes I find myself crying because I'm telling myself that i'm not enough.
Why is it so hard for us girls to love ourselves? Maybe because we think about the opinions of others? Or maybe we let our thoughts to overthink when there is nothing to think of.
There were times when I want to disappear and also there were times when I really needed a friend.
It's painful to see myself in the mirror. Broken, ugly, stress and a big mess.
But wait, I decided to pray.
After I thank God for all the great things and bad things, I closely looked in the mirror and watched myself.
I realized that I should be thankful for what I have now, I should be contented in all the things he gaved me and all the reasons he showed me to live.
God created me in his own image. God knows that i'am worth it. That I deserve this and I know that I have a purpose here.
I should love myself with my own imperfections, I should love myself with my flaws because no one will love you except yourself and out God from above. 