— SteemCN

Well of course you are! Hugs!

Thank you sweetheart, I am feeling exceptionally dismal today.
Here it is almost noon and I've only gotten out of bed to
Pee, check in here and then go back to bed. Not
Sick, just very very depressed. They've
Taken away my main, daily pain
Med, so perhaps I'm in with-
Drawal. I don't know.
Thanks for the hug.

Taking their drugs really is a catch 22. I decided early on that I am not taking any drugs for MS until they can guarantee their drugs will cure me, and as I have never regretted that decision. Go do something nice for a stranger. It will make you feel better, but you know that!

Sweetie, it hurts to move, it hurts to get up to go to the bathroom,
It hurts sometimes so that I think I'm about to fall, I react by
Jerking to catch myself and I'm in agony for a few minutes.
I've been taking Tramadol for YEARS, 3x daily is how it was
Originally prescribed, but I learned I was still in pain, but
Walking around in a fog, so I would only take 2 before
Bed. Since this latest thing had me sidelined, I started
Taking 1 in the morning and 2 at bedtime. Now I have
None. The state of Ga in their infinite wisdom at the
Stroke of a pen moved Tramadol into the Opiate
Category, so that now they won't give me xanax
And Tramadol, one or the other. So I have to now
Choose whether I want to be able to control my
Rage enough to be a civil person in a not so
Civil world, but who is in agony, or I can
Be a person who is only moderately in
Pain but will scream at the slightest
Infraction, possibly leading to arrest
(Roadrage). PTSD will do wonders
For your personality. I have no
Friends as it is, now I can't
Go outside my door; it
Hurts too much to
Go down the
Steps.

I am so sorry! Wish there was some way to help.

I wish there were some way for me to let you all know,
To say "Good Bye" should I decide to 'exit' early.

I totally understand, but sincerely hope that is not the decision you make. I know that someone in my family would post something on my FB page to announce my demise, and that someone would spread the word here. I am so sorry that you feel that things are that hopeless. What can I do to help?

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