Can't do Much

I'm just one little cog that can't do much to affect the world around me.
Trying wouldn't effect much. I know that is a lie, it's more me not knowing what to do.
Whats is there to gain to focus on events/structures I have little understanding of.
Whine and complain about what you barely understand, perhaps vote every few years.
The ones you vote for promise you a lot of things - Most they ignore - that they can't achieve. And what they do, it never turns out the way you thought it would.
Your ideas doesn't work, or they are met with resistance, sabotage. In the end you won't get what you want.
It's pointless really, if you aren't willing to learn, adapt, work hard. Then why watch from the sidelines and complain? You couldn't do it any better, It's too difficult.
Beginning to change things in a directions you prefer, takes time and effort if you want it to be lasting.
I think something is wrong.
But it hurts me, making me lesser. I waste time and energy watching from afar.
Being more introspective is better. Doing whats best for me, focus on what I can grasp. It gives you a sense of control in an vast world.
Still it doesn't matter - Whats good for you - I will go back to complaining. Moaning and doing nothing about events and structures I understand little of.