Dear Diary: I Have A Design Of My Dream House In My Head

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I grew up until I was about five years old in my grandfather's house. It was the house where this house where I live now once stood and what I remembered really was its three rooms upstairs, each have no bordering walls and then below is a spacious area as well as the kitchen and dining area where my mother I saw once upon a time washed our clothes.

It was actually a wood home where I saw one instance where it just drips when there is a rain especially in the kitchen area where my mother puts pots and pans all over the place and then the rain water also gets into the lounge area directly right from outside where some animals like toads also gets to visit us too.

But I want to recreate that setting or design but of course with a concrete design, only inspired by the old house where I grew in the first stages of my childhood. So it will be a place where one can stay in eight places like the rooms and terrace above although in the original house there is nothing like that plus maybe one little space below where I can plat ready to fruit fruiting tree cuttings or grafts.

I don't think that I can be with other place although it is noisy here in my village as we live near the road. It will get hard for me to adjust in another place where nobody knows me or my parents. I guess it is just me because I do not like changes especially if it requires me to work in fitting in socially although I do not socialize in "real" life.

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I Just Want Someplace Where I Can Sit Under The Sun In A Small Garden Someday

I don't know but if only possible I would go ahead with that plan because I wanted a clean and safe house and to my parents whom I will leave behind. That is if only possible and if cryptos would allow it to get possible. It is a very long and hard road considering that I have to think about my needed surgeries that also needs a very large sum of money because all of it are requiring specialty procedure not to mention the post-operative expenses.

But if I would have an extra sum I would really renovate this home because it is ripe in time and the roof is already rusted with only prayers holding it all together and thank God that I was able to renovate the bathroom because I see my mother always feeling embarrassed when other people would want to use the toilet so she just shows my sister's bathroom instead right next door.

It is just good to dream about it all but at least I still have a brain that works that is dreaming about it. It is one of my source of inspiration to want to see the light of next day and not lose hope altogether.

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