Nothing happy about my new year except steemit and my friends here at steemit but I am not happy because of my current digestive problems. Flatulence should not be a big of a deal but not in my condition where my organs are constantly being compressed by my collapsed vertebra bones and my lungs are being squeezed in turn.

So if there is an added volume in my abdomen for that matter it will act as if I am being strangulated. So that is what is happening to me and every time I would eat or drink would just make me feel that I am like drowning. It is not something that I am happy about certainly because I am having trouble in breathing and sleeping.

So I skipped in taking my medicine today because it adds to my agony as it disrupts my digestive system and I blame it in my flatulence that strangulates me softly currently. At this moment I should be merry-making along with other people although I personally do not observe the new year because of my religious inclination but with this problem I just hope that I will not get this the whole year-round.

Sometimes i would cuss my medicine for making me more ill than better. I know that I have to maintain in taking it or I would just go back to where I had begun which a constant state of pain and misery. I do not want that so I will keep my goal in either transplant or parathyroidectomy which are the things that will finally make me feel better and regain my dignity as a human being. So I just thank god and the steemit family for all, it is and there is something still to be happy about besides new year.