That you make a success of what you're doing, so don't doubt, don't procrastinate and avoid making a new post - just get on and do it. Trading can be fun, so long as you don't get too emotionally caught up in it. But just be you, enjoy what you're doing and it'll all work out...
As a matter of interest, I've just joined a new Telegram group that's all about helping traders, here's an invitation, the first 100 members get free VIP access. Once the head guy has got round to making the VIP channel, that is!
https://t.me/joinchat/GHaDJBGCKLFrCzKjdic31g