The diary game// 04/03/2021// bleeding heart// Power up 100%

The physical hurt and inner hurt
The symptoms of disorder you get anytime you remember a particular pain that as turn permanently.

The huge scar you are afraid to show the world
Scared of being judged by the world judgemental people

The panic of growing older

Pain that makes you wish for death, thinking,taking your own life is the next option.

How magical and wonderful it is to Think that there is someone out there who can actually treat you like a gold or except your predicament very rare is it?

Indeed,I found comfort in pain

I was cause, I am cause,I am indifferent,I am danger the truth is no one what anything to do with me lolx who will.my own offspring abandoned me why won't other part of the world.

No one to hold or tell me it will be fine

no one to, swiper sweet words to my ears

No one to call family

No one to go home to

No one to feel along with

Sorrow consume the mind

Felicity is miles away

Nothing to hold for it and guess what?i found comfort in all because I can fool my part,I can sleep for days without food,I can hold my breath,I can do it but I'm only human i dream and I crashed, fall and break down.please explain to me why I'm just a human I am just so sick of being a human.

I always feel that I'm not living right,now I feel guilty of going to church. honestly,I do not know how to focus

I have let go of everything

there is no pain that is forever

I have to move on

learn to accept what ever come my part/way

✍️By @gracella

Best regards
Much love