i upvoted for you, it's a bit late because i just saw your post...
Even though you are a stranger to me, but your words have deeply touched me. Your love and anxiety and hope and all the wonderful yet complex human emotions about your new born baby girl are truly heartwarming.
Life might seem really challenging for you now, but remember it's only part of the journey. Your daughter is a blessing to you and she is also blessed to have such a wonderful father. She will be proud to have your love.
My best wishes to you!
Love,
Journey