My hands were shaking, I was holding the gun and the body of the girl on the floor was disturbing, someone snatched the gun and husband my hands, I did not know how many were but I know they were cops, raindrops began to soak my shirt and in question of a second I was inside a patrol, even my eyes were disoriented I was short of breath and I was starting to sweat cold, the tears ran down my cheeks but it was out of me, the only thing I thought was nothing
That day not only my heart broke into a thousand pieces, also my mind and my sanity fell apart ...
I took a stone that was somewhat rough and covered with dirt, I threw it to the fountain, the clouds were warning me that a storm was coming, I took my bag and I walked to the bus stop, today it had been a normal day at the university like any other, teacher of language and communication did not arrive so I left earlier than usual, take the first bus that came out by chance the stop was somewhat empty.
I came home and it was quieter than usual, my mom was not anywhere, my brother Josep was playing with his car track, I went straight to my room, took the handle of the door and heard a noise, my skin Hedgehog, always left the door with a key the window was open my room was the only one that was on the second floor.
I hit the handle and threw open the door ... it was Mom, and I was ordering it.
-What are you doing?
-Ordering, this looks like a dumpster!
She would take the books and put them on one side and I would take them and return them to their place, she grabbed my collection of SLEEVES and put them under the bed I took them out and put them in their place
-You're just messing up everything - I say taking her by the hands, she gives me a kiss on the forehead
-I suggest you order it, or I'll force the lock again - and it came out
I threw my bag on the floor and I threw myself into my soft and comfortable bed the rain began to hit the window, I stared, my eyes got heavy and they were closing little by little
I opened them and this time I was in the hallway facing my bedroom door, I took the handle and I heard a noise, my skin crawled, the window was closed, no one could have entered, I opened the door and now I was At the bus stop, the rain began to fall, I stared at the sky and saw a group of birds flying fighting with the rain to get to shelter - As the birds fly ... - I whispered but it was not my voice.
I looked back into an alley and there was a man looking pale, holding a gun in his hand tremulously and on the floor was a girl. My eyesight became blurred and I could not see the face of the man and the girl.
-As the birds fly ... - my own whisper woke me up, I was in my room the rain had stopped, but the sky was still cloudy.
I felt the vibration of my phone in my pocket and I took it out, I looked at the screen and it was James my best friend, we knew each other since we were little, because our mothers studied together
-Hello - I say
-Hey Spencer - says the screaming, making my phone slip from my hand
-Did you break up with Maya again? -- I asked for
-What? ... - His voice sounded strange and the signal was breaking, I sat on the bed
-Did you break with maya again? - I asked again
-No, not that, I found a new page where you can chat by video call
-I hear you - I say, getting up and taking my laptop, I turn it on.
-If you can make video calls with people you do not know - says
-You did not show me a page like that anymore - I leave the computer on the bed
-Yes, but GC tells me that sometimes sexy girls are undressing in front of the camera - I take the laptop again and open the internet
-And finally what's his name?
-cha ... - he went back to chopping
-Do not listen, repeat it
-Chandom
The call was cut, I left the phone on the bed and started writing in the search engine "chandom", I heard a knock at the sale I turned around and it opened suddenly letting in all the cold air, winter is coming and the rains were getting more intense, the snow would soon arrive ...
I found the page in the first option, I opened it and I opened an account, normally I did not pay attention to this kind of things, but this time it was different, I felt that I had to enter, for a moment fear seizes me knowing that my Face would also be exposed, but I did not give much importance and opened the first chat.
One child, about twelve years old or so, was on the other side had a clown nose, I closed the chat and opened another, this time it was a boy playing his electric guitar, my phone, a new message from James that said "I knew that you would open the page but I doubt that you can only find sexy girls, have fun with ten-year-old girls "
-Curse - whisper
Leave the laptop aside and look for my English notebook to do the essay that I had sent in class, take the notebook and hear a beep, I turned my gaze to the laptop, I did not close the page and if I could open chat someone also I could do the same with me.
I looked at the screen and it was a room with little light in the background you saw a girl this gagged look at the image, and a man appeared on the screen, the laptop slipped and fell to the ground, I did not dare to pick it up, but I could I heard the screams of that girl, I took the laptop right away and I was going to click on the button to leave the chat, but I was not suppose that due to the fact that they opened my chat.
The girl was naked now there were two men plus one of them looked at the camera and said:
-Poor idiot. - I closed the laptop at once.
My breathing was accelerated I left the laptop on the bed, I picked up the phone and dialed James' number, which he referred to when he said "poor idiot" and if they looked for me in the street because they had seen his face, now he was an accomplice of what they were doing, but I was not guilty either
I felt frustrated I did not know what to think, James answered the phone.
-James I opened the page, and I found a chat where they had gagged a girl and I think they were abusing her, but that's not all, I saw the face of the subjects and they saw mine and now I do not know what to do, and if they look for me - I say -What do I do?
-Hello - says the - Spencer I do not listen to you. Do you want to complain about having been tricked with respect to the page? - He laughs - tomorrow we see each other, you should take a look at your phone, you do not hear what you say - cut the call ...
I drop the phone on the bed, and I look at the raindrops that hit the window and it did not stop feeling like the sky ... gray and sad
The night came so fast, Mom came with dinner, I was on the bed thinking about what had happened, I closed my eyes to pretend I was asleep, she put the food on the desk and went out, look at the rain for the last time and take a decision…
-Skip classes? - James says, eating a chocolate bar, I had already told him everything that had happened and I was as shocked as I was
-Yes, it will only be two days, while I stop thinking that some guys are looking for me or something, my mother already knows, I told her that these days, I will not have classes because of lack of teachers - I say
-Spencer, I study the same thing as you, your mother and mine meet all the time. What happens if he asks you, or if the subject comes up for discussion?
-That's why you will also lose two days of classes ...
-do not! - interrupts me
-Yes, because you are my friend and you will do it - I removed the chocolate bar and I took a bite
-What am I going to do all these days?
-That is resolved - I say - you will return to Maya your accomplice and you will have two days to go with her wherever you want
-You're right - he strokes his chin - I accept the proposal-
-Excellent - I just have to let the days go by maybe, everything is forgotten, like that rain that will be forgotten when the snow appears.
The river seized me I took the blankets and I covered myself up to the head I got the sleep so fast that I did not even notice. I opened my eyes was dark, everything, remove the blanket from my face, and was in my room, but it was still dark I looked to the bottom and there was a figure hidden in the darkness, I rushed to cover myself again with the blanket, the cold was More and more intense, my breath was pure ice, my body went numb.
The light went through the blanket and I could see through it, it was not a blanket so thick after all, maybe it protected me because I wanted it so, in my mind, I removed it from my face and I could see the cloudy sky and the snow that was falling unhurriedly I got up and was in the middle of the street, everything was silent, there was no one except a man on the sidewalk watching the snow, like me, who was now watching her fall, I felt like her, I felt like a river, I felt sad ...
I looked back at the man who now had his gaze fixed on me, but I could not do the same, his face had faded and my vision was blurred, I began to sweat while he I got closer and closer to me, my breathing accelerated, sweat flooded my body and also the fear of dying took over my mind.
When I opened my eyes I was in my room, it was daylight, the sky was cloudy and despite being cold I was drenched in sweat.
2 days later
It was time to leave home and go to college, but I still was not sure if I felt safe, I lay down in bed? - No - I thought - I have to go
I got up and started to prepare to leave. I went down the stairs to the kitchen, Mom was not there, I had probably gone shopping, I went to the door and in half an hour I was in front of the university.
The routine of the day had been like any other day, James and his girlfriend Maya had not separated from me at any time, the two were more worried than usual, they were really best friends, despite having to endure their romantic scenes , I was grateful for what I was doing, and I felt safe being with them, they were like my older brothers or my protectors.
Classes ended and everything was normal, I just had to stop thinking about it and live my normal life as usual
The stop was somewhat crowded this time with james and maya but the two had planned to go to a store after leaving, they had asked me many times if it would be fine to what I always affirm.
-Are you sure you'll be fine? - James asks
-Yes - I'm sure I was already starting to feel safe - enjoy the James shopping
And they left without more, james turned around and made a sign but I just ignored it, the stop had been emptied a little when a bus arrived lately buses did not pass by this stop but it was the closest one so I would not have to walk too much.
The environment became thick, the clouds began to crowd, I looked towards the sidewalk and a girl was running away, her hair was a mess including her clothes, for a moment I thought about the girl in the video and the men too, the girl turned around back and for a moment I thought it was her, if it was her, the video was identical and was not running was escaping from men who followed her.
My adrenaline was in the air making my feet move, and when I realized I was also running after them, I followed them to an impasse, but there was no one, they were all gone, for a moment I thought I was becoming crazy, that everything I had seen was a product of my mind, but either way the girl appeared in front of me and around me, they were all the ones in the video surrounding me.
-What is this? - I can say
-Forgive me - said the girl crying was being held by one of them and pointed with a knife in his neck
-You will see child, we can not let someone know about us - said one of them.
I turned around and this was in front of me pointing a gun at me, the girl was thrown to where I was leaving her hitting the asphalt, but I did not even look at her, my eyes were fixed in the hole of the weapon, the sweat started to run for my face and also for my back, noises were heard, my ears were disturbed by fear, it was sirens.
-Hey, Fernando, we have to go, get this over with at once - I speak one of them
-Shut up - I'll do it when I say
-Do it fast or else I will - he said trying to take the gun, but Fernando pushed him to the gun and shot
The sound flooded my ears, Fernando threw the gun at me and I took it Why should I take it? I tried to throw it but I could not move my body the fear had seized me like a deer being caught by a tiger, the clouds that clumped in the sky, were cold ice clouds and the snow began to fall
My hands were shaking, I was holding the gun and the body of the girl on the floor was disturbing, someone snatched the gun and husband my hands, I did not know how many were but I know they were cops, raindrops began to soak my shirt and in question of a second I was inside a patrol, even my eyes were disoriented I was short of breath and I was starting to sweat cold, the tears ran down my cheeks but it was out of me, the only thing I thought was nothing
That day not only my heart broke into a thousand pieces, also my mind and my sanity fell apart ...