Dad left when i was 8 months old. Was it my offence or mum's? This has been a question i will forever keep asking. All through the years have never had fatherly love the father i know is mum. This turned me to a different person among my peers still can't find out what my sin was. Mum has been a source of motivation, she inspires me alot which made me believe her than any other person in the world. "There ain't love any where except motherly love baby" this she kept ringing in my ears right from age 3 according to her.
I became weird among my friends, i became insecure, i trust no body not even my sit partner in school. I had sit all day alone in class thinking of so many things especially when i see my class mates Fathers picking them from school. I (Junior) became popular in the school for my weird nature i was known by almost everyone in the school for my nature and secondly for my intelligence. I find girls more irritating than guys cause i remember mama telling me to run from opposite sex and this gave me the ideology that i rather remain single, adopt a boy with a sex doll or sleep with bitches than get married.
Have kept only 2 male friends in the whole school and this guys are the only one i tell how i feel. I remember how a lady(vivian) ran after begging me to be her boo. What? I was really mad couldn't stand her she was just too irritating.
But then, the way my two friends talks about ladies pleases me alot which has always wanted me to have a taste of what Relationship is but then when i remember how papa treated my mum i let go of the thought instantly.
I was invited to house party by Vick(one of my two friends) and i decided to go just to hang around. Vick's parents were out of the country and that was a perfect opportunity for boys to flex and enjoy. I got to the party, to my greatest surprise, 70% of our school girls were present. Everyone was surprised seeing as i walked straight up to my guys not greeting any of them. The party began it was real fun i must confess i got carried away too laughing really hard as things were going. There where i sat, one of the ladies in my class came, sat beside me with her mini gown. After sighting her, i got mad. What do you want i asked her. Just want to keep your company she said am not bored i replied her angrily.Instead of her leaving, she drew closer to me and looked into my eyes and said you cute Junior.Have never had that compliment all my life. thanks i said. Then she came closer than before, sat on my legs facing me, then her lips were inside mine and we kissed uncontrollably. Wao this is really good i said within my self. She stood up and left. Immediately i became angry i left the party with out telling anyone.
The next day at school, i explained to my friends and they laughed me real hard. Towards the closing hour, she came to me(the lady from the party) can we have a date she said. I looked at her and left her standing. I was a jackass all through highschool. Finally we were through from high school but have never been bored thanks to my 2 best friends.
On a Saturday morning, i was cleaning the house when i noticed my neighbor welcoming people to there house. This caught my attention and i concentrated more on them. Suddenly i saw a beautiful lady have never seen her kind before my whole life. She came down from the car, hugged my neighbor instantly something changed within me and i thought if only i can have her as my wife. Straight up i remember mama's word. I went inside but i tell you i was not comfortable, i felt different,looking tensed. I made my research and i found out she came for a visit. Then every morning when mama is out i kept glancing at this queen from afar. No man will see her and not want her. Have never spoken to a woman before, i don't know how it works, just really confused.
I decided to take a nap before mama is back. Can't believe she followed me to my dream, i dreamt of her all through it was really fun. I woke wishing i never woke up.
I heard a knock on the door momma is back i said. I rushed down to open the door meanwhile have been hearing a voice saying hello! I opened the door couldn't believe that it was the lady i just saw in my dream the same lady have been staring at for days. I looked at her, she was too beautiful i kept staring in awe tensed and confused ........