Title: Let Me Love Him

in story •  7 years ago  (edited)

I greet the day with a glow
As the sun continues to shine
The singing heart
Serinai love that shines in the heart
Along with close friends
Intertwine tightly bound
ALIEF Dealova

After school, I did not go home, but still stopped by the bookstore not far from my school.
'Sir, wait a minute yes I still want to buy a book' I explained to my faithful driver to drive me wherever I want. 'Well Non' replied respectfully.

I scoured the bookshelves that read Best Seller's novels with enthusiasm. But this time I had to be disappointed that the novel I was looking for had just been bought. But that did not make me go back to the car. I'm looking for another novel that is not as good as the novel I was looking for.

I thrilled the cashier with some novels in my hand. After the checkout clerk adds up and tells me the number of Novels I bought, I opened my purse and took out a few bills, then closed the wallet and put it in my bag.
'Thank you,' the cashier said with his sweet smile. 'Back' I replied.

My gaze swept across the corner of the parking lot there, but my eyes could not find the Avanza silver. I was too busy looking for him with the novel I bought. Suddenly my gaze was fixed on someone above a very tall building.
'O, my god, that girl want to do?' I thought to myself. 'If he fell what?' I continued.
I screamed from the bottom to let the girl down, but the girl was frustrated and bored with life then she wanted to end her life by jumping from a very tall building.

Without thinking long, I went up the building and approached the girl. 'Tub, down mbak, ntar mbak fall.' My door carefully.
'What does Lo care?' snapped the girl.
'I know Lo again has a problem, and Lo has to deal with that problem instead of running away from Lo's problem like this.'
'Lo do not know my problem, I'm not strong with all this, I'm embarrassed to my friends, I'm ashamed of everything.' Isak the girl
'Allah will not give a trial beyond his servant's ability'
'Do not take God's name deh Lo'
'Only a fool who ends his life by suicide'
'Whatever Lo mo said I was stupid, stupid, or whatever, obviously Lo do not have to interfere with my affairs' he said firmly.
'Do not you pity the same people who love the same Lo?'
'No one loves me'
'Lo do not talk like that, what about Lo's friends, Lo's parents, and still lots of people wanting to live Lo.' I shouted. And I reach the girl's hand then I lowered carefully.


'Why the hell do I get along?' she said with sobs flooding her cheeks. It seems that the problem he was facing made him very discouraged to live.
'Lo can tell me the same, God willing I can be a faithful loyalist.'
'Why are you really good to me, but we do not know yet?'
'Oh yes, I'm Nasya. Lo? '
'Gue Arin'
'Okay, Arin. From now on we are friends'
'Thank you'
I just nodded.

Above the building, Arin starts to tell her problem.
'Vindra is a very handsome, clever, tajir and basketball captain in my school. I fell in love at first sight, since MOS I've liked but I just can keep that feeling. '
'The lapse of time, the love in my heart grows, and he has not got a girl yet. According to my friends' information, he's cold with girls. But with the PD I decided to express my heart to him. I do not care even though in essence the guy who shoot first. At that time, I happened to be at school there Camping to the summit. And that afternoon, I had a chance to be with him. My lips can not be restrained to tell all of them. '
'Vindra I want to talk to Lo.' I said with a rustling heart. Cueknya he replied. 'Just talking'
'I ... I ...' I do not dare say then. 'What do you want to say? So is not ya going to talk? If it's not, I'm going away, I'm busy again. ' He replied curtly.
'Yeah so. I ... I'm su ... ka with Lo. ' Gue my eye guys, let me see her expression. But still I see that guy. He was very surprised when he heard my statement.
'Yeah, I wait for Lo ntar on the night of the fire. If emang bener love me, Lo would want to repeat all of Lo's words in front of temen-temen '. My eyes widened at the sound. Should I do that all? But for the guy I really love, I'll do that.

Arriving at the night of the fire, Vindra told me what he had told me earlier this afternoon. I nervously stood in the middle of them. 'I ... I like Lo.' All my friends are all sounding, cheering me on. But that's not what makes me so discouraged. I stood up with her PD waiting for an answer from Vindra,
'Lo talking what sich, I can not hear.' With great embarrassment, I repeated my words. 'I like you.' And with innocence he answered.
'Umm, do you want me to say "wow?'
'What do you mean?'
'I do not like Lo, Satisfied!'
It's like being struck by instantaneous lightning 'Lo jerk!' I shouted.
'problem for me'


'I ran away from that annoying place, proudly the damn boy laughed at my stupidity. My other friends do not care about my feelings, since then I feel that I've just become the most foolish girl in the world, and no one cares about me. '

I shudder to hear the story from Arin, do not feel the tears fall into my hands. I imagine I'm in that girl's position. I must be very embarrassed and feel useless living in this world. But, I keep giving motivation to Arin so that she can rise from the downturn.
'So, because of that mo mo committed suicide? Lo's life is too valuable to be wasted on that damned jerk. '
'But I'm so embarrassed Sya, I feel my school friends will ngetawain me, because I've become the stupidest girl in the world. They all know if my love claps to one hand. ' Arin leaned her head against my shoulder.
'Yeah, what do you want Lo?'
'I will not be able to calm down if my grudge has not been padded, and the only person who can help me, Lo'
'What! Why me? '
'Because Lo will be a new person in Vindra's life. You guys do not know yet. '
'Kalo Vindra that, already know me, how?'
'No, I'm sure if Vindra really does not know Lo, so plis really help me.'
'I can not answer now.'
'Okay! I'll wait, but I hope you will not lust me. '
I'm just silent. I am confused. What should I do? Do I have to answer yes? Or not?

A week later, when I just got home from school, I went to Arin's house. The house was quiet, and the door was not locked. I went straight in and headed for Arin's room. How surprised I was to see Arin lying on the floor with blood.
Udin and I immediately took him to the hospital. After the doctor checked, I went in. He was very tired and helpless. It makes me feel worse. 'Why did you find me again?'
'We're already friends, so I'm not going to kill my best friend just because of that damn boy.' My words just make it a little calm. 'If you do not want me to kill myself again because of that damned jerk, Lo must be willing to go all my plans.'
I just stopped, I do not know what else to say to Arin. He waited for my answer. After I thought about everything, I finally decided.
'Okay, I'll help Lo take revenge on that guy.' I said nervously. Arin is very happy and immediately hugged me. 'Thank you Sya, Lo emang my best friend the best, even though we just know'
'But, Lo should promise I will not do that stupid thing again'
'Yes I promise' he answered undertook my request. 'One more Sya'
'What?'
'Lo can not fall in love with that shit boy, Lo just approach him, make him fall in love with Lo, that's all he left him. But Lo do not let Lo like him, because it will make Lo weak. '
'How could I love love with that guy anyway?' I say with great confidence. 'Keep what Lo plan?'
'Starting from PDKT. Usually the tongkrongan place he tuh in the Wild Racing area. '
'What? Continue Lo want me to go there Lo? '
'Yes is ...'
'Not only that, Lo must change the habits of Lo, just Lo must often meet with Vindra.'
Can I do all that


Arin and I went to the Wild Racing Area, that night was the first night I set foot in such a place, because before I even serimg invited my friend, I always refused. However, tonight I am excited to be there. Arin showed me a picture of a guy who is none other than Vindra.
She was handsome, tall, fair-skinned and she was charming enough for girls who did not know her true nature. Fortunately I already know the original nature. The bottom of a wolf in sheep's clothing.

And he is very good indeed. He won the cursed game. Some girls around him, except me. Because I'm so nervous about having to go around the damn guys.
Then came the sound of a police car that would be ready to catch the people in the place. I was puzzled and looking for where Arin was. Everyone in that place scattered away, I just kept quiet and resigned. I closed my eyes to be ready to be caught, but a hand pulled me, I guess if he was a cop, I just obeyed when the man told me to sit in the back seat.

I realized that after the bike was far from the race area, I was still safe, the man was not a cop as I imagined. But that person is my target for revenge. Vindra ...

We stop at a Caf ', a waiter asks me for my message, but I still can not believe what I saw. The person I am about to hurt is now in front of me.
'Woiii ... Lo want what message?' it shocked me. 'I ... I drink drinking aja'
'Yeah already mbak, message Orange Juice two'
the maid went away

'Lo was doing still diem there? Do you want to ride to the police? '
'I do not know where to go?'
'Who's there who's there?'
'I ... I'm alone' I replied nervously.
Then he looked at me from top to bottom. 'If I pay ya ya, I do not think I ever see Lo in the wild racing area huh? Surely Lo new guy huh? '
'Emang me the first time to that place.'
'What are you doing?' the question is enough to confuse me. 'I just idly wrote there, want to know aja, what is wild racing?' Fortunately he believes with my answer. 'Oh yes, congratulations, did Lo win that match?' I say congratulated by extending my hand. He replied very sweetly. But that did not make me simapti him. Maybe it's a trick she's facing a girl.

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