Reaping

Reaping
Hydrocodone dry heave . Devotional candles add to the ambiance. In the bathtub I think it’s safe to say this goes beyond them but theyyjostled something in me that’s for sure. They just ripped out the surface but roots go all the way down to the core. I called myself a side piece once and Tarek Wegner corrected me and said I’m a side flower and released a song called side flower. S/o honey xoxo. HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA! no I’m of the weed variety. I don’t mind ciggie ash that falls in the water. ambiance. Bubbles flatten into a film that stings my eyes when I open them underwater. This was in 2015. I’m in some similar territory. I wonder if a spray tanned and oiled body builder would be open to sitting on the tubs rim to play the ukulele and whistle with a hydrangea in his ear while I luxuriate in my own filth. I just love that twisted and cooked root vegetable look. Like Starla from Napoleon dynamite. I only know one body builder but he currently lives in Ireland busy crunching roids like tic tacs. Be still my heart. The sound of acacias will have to suffice. I can’t open my window though they might come in even though it’s hot. Summer nights smell silky, feel lonely.