I'm screwed... and god doesn't even care!
I've got no food, no money, no future... my life is going nowhere.
I'm not totally lost but... I almost feel like a wandering soul... with no control, no direction in my life. I feel like... I'm worse than a zombie... like a dumb human cattle existing just for the sake of existing. What kind of joke of a life is that?
It feels like all the decisions I made in life are wrong.
Why... do I even exist? What the point of it all?