Something for the trending section?

Because losers and stuff and what was that other insult, dude, im clearly done with this frontpage grind on steemit - im on the game when clarity and health permits and other than that im on much nothing because i dont run on fumes and i dont think i will have anything to look forward to for at least another 12 months

Baking more blues wont make that better, i dont wanna see people, i dont wanna talk to people

pushing me to people by poking me with a stick or any other means wont make that better

I'm nothing like you and i will never be what you think how its done because frankly my dear , and i got a few words for Vitalsky "eth" buttersky as well :

You highly overestimate your ways : Vitalsky, my good man, if it werent for your individualist cypherpunks, YOU wouldnt have a billion for brains , a blockchain thats like slow and expensive enough to be called the windows of Crypton
AND

you wouldnt stand there on the narcists stage making speeches on how the people who built the very foundation you stand on should just all turn into you

FACE IT, BOYS AND GIRLS

in all of history the greatest discoveries came from loners

in dark places

galileo ? newton ? einstein ?

satoshi .... ?

hardly team-players, MATE

i dont rest my case, im feeling sick and im feeling like shit and i hate about everything and everyone right now and STILL

people try to push me into something i
a) never was
b) never will be

c) basically is useless for anything but sales and marketing

d) cows and sheep live in teams

because they are scared

now plz to fuk of k thx, there's a reason why i stopped talking and its not because life suddenly made me friendlier

that said at the risk of only repeating 1% of what ive been saying for years : i hate the spotlight

it attracts the bloodsucking parasites and zombies are drawn towards it hoping for a whiff of brain

and your trending section is nothing more or less than a stream of ads, and where's the fucking ad except the banner, are you telling me you just sit there waiting for someone to come by and say "hey lets put my ad here" or are all your major adverteers in the trending section too busy working up themselves instead of finding something to fertilize the soil they feed on ?

and i dont have the 200 dollar it takes to get the bare minimum visibility to get a post rolling

AND IF I DID ?

i certainly wouldnt spend it on that

so plz to fuk of k thx, ill speak when i have something to say ..

right then im gonna take some pills and hope the pain is better but when i wake up its gonna be daylight which means waiting til midnight

and please dont tell me "thats my choice"

because you aint me

i wasnt talking to you
on that

i was talking to them ...

you know who if you are you

i suppose

see ?

this will take AT LEAST several months maybe a year so

dont push me, i got nothing good to say

ill stick to some updates on the game(s)

and some on the music

and that's it