I just completed my bath and shower and dressed myself, I am primed and ready to go. I also had finished my meal before I bathed and will now take my Caffeine pills. I will also take my other 3rd caffeine pill right after I am hooked-up. So in total I will just have to take 700 mg of Caffeine this day not including the caffeine from the regular instant coffee that I will be drinking, it is a Caffeine fest for me today.
I am confident that I will not overdose myself though because most of it will just get washed by dialysis process. So if I will get a botched session then I will really have a trouble in that regard and pray that I will not die from basically a Caffeine overdosage. Well it is still fine if I will die because at least my hardship is over.
Then I will just have to counter the overstimulation effects by my gabapentin. I had an experience with overstimulation with gabapentin because I still cannot sleep even when taking Gabapentin while I got overstimulated with coffee at one instance. Well at least I have something to counteract it otherwise it will not be a very good outcome for me at all.
I just wished that I could eat at dialysis time because it is just the only time that I can enjoy my food. The convenience store Unfortunately Caffeine also suppresses appetite as it seems because I am not getting hungry after my session. Also there are a lot of instances that I was crashing my blood pressure because of eating while hooked-up.
That is just the compromise that I have to take to ensure that my dialysis will end successfully. So I still want prayers not only because of my dialysis instances but also because of my life which is both hard to manage both physically and financially. May God help me.
That coffee...why does it have to be so NICE ☕
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